Well, last night I tried salvia x20 for the first time ever. I researched the drug and took the steps into getting the most out of the plant. I looked at other people's trips on youtube, and it seemed kind of funny and looked fun. I was SO fucking wrong. I packed my bowl with this drug and took my torch lighter to it and pretty much owned the whole bowl in one hit, i held it in for about 20 seconds and put down the bong, and i know that's when I left reality. It happend so fucking fast I totally forgot that I had even smoked the drug which is one reason my trip was scary, so now I will tell you what happened in my trip. Once I set the bong down, I remember everything was black, then it formed a hole in this dark abyss, there were these people sitting around the hole, but I couldn't see their faces, and they were telling me that this was it, that my world was gone and my life has ended, and they were telling me to just drop into the hole, then I saw all of my friends and family jumping in the hole telling me to just let go and go down with them, but I said continued to try and fight the suction, I pulled myself up which felt like my arms were ripping apart, I finally stood up and I was in reality and the underworld at the same time, I kept switching back and forth from one world to the other, I remember my friends sitting on the shed's roof smoking pot and trip sitting me, and while I was in the real world, I started running towards them and yelling to them and this is what I said " Fucking help me, I'm going to fall in the underworld, fucking help me" and while screaming this at them I picked up a chair and threw it across the yard and flipped over the picnic table. And I just kept screaming. This is when my friend came and tackled me and told me to lay down and that I had tooken the drug salvia. This made me stay in reality, but I was really scared and sweating really hard, because the drug was still in the back of my brain tingling and it wouldn't fucking leave my head, and the visions of my trip were still clear in my head, and I was still confused of what the fuck was happening. And mind you I'm not a violent person at all, I can remember how my friend's faces looked when I went crazy, they were actually scared, I could tell by the look in their eyes, that they were scared of me, and that's why they didn't come down to help me, because they thought I would hurt them. I dunno. But, this drug is no fucking fairytale. I've did DMT, shrooms, and acid and this is the only drug that made me feel like I was in the fucking underworld and that life was done. And I'm still scarred right now, because I think I witnessed what death was like and I wasn't suppose to see it. I feel like I was suppose to let go and die that night, dunno. Sorry if you guys can't understand this or comprehend what I'm saying. It's kind of hard to explain my whole trip from left over visions in my head. Please reply.
You did a great job explaining. I have never done Salvia, and I might not ever do it, but reading each trip report, is fascinating and incredible.
Yeah, right now I would steer you away from it, but that would be bad of me. I'm not mad at lady salvia, but she was very mean to me last night. I probably will give her another try in a more dark and comfortable enviorment. Not anytime soon though. I'm still scarred of what happend.
you obviously haven't freeked out on cid man....the taste of death on acid is the scariest thing, and the feeling that the whole fucking universe is rapidly imploding and you're the only one that knows and has to tell everyone about it before they all are sucked away in the drift of time and space and die without a person or thing to remember them. they are'nt even a memory.and then you get naked and dance to the ergot gods. thats scary.
Dude, that's kind how I felt tripping on this, like these people were basically telling me the world has ended and that my life was a game and now they're taking it away, and everything was black, and they were just telling me to fall into the black hole and be forgotten forever, no memory nothing, like nothing in my life wasn't important.
My brother had a really bad trip one time on Salvia too. However, I had an orgasmic trip. I loved how well you descriped that trip. You should put it on an Erowid experience.
I have never tried Salvia but i really want to, even with this horrendous experience. "And I'm still scarred right now, because I think I witnessed what death was like and I wasn't suppose to see it. I feel like I was suppose to let go and die that night, dunno." I think it's trying to tell you something here. You should live every moment to the fullest, because you never know what could happen the next day or the day after. Well thats my....psychological....advice for the day. Also,, from what i have heard, it not supposed to be that great. It is supposed to teach you something about yourself, that was for you. I might be completely off track here, but that's what i think. Sorry about the experience, hoped it could hAve gone better.
Thats funny. I've never had a bad experience on salvia. I try to always prepare a good set and setting, and I try to stay true to being a researching psychonaut, but sometimes i just want to get away to that other world. Even when I don't set myself up properly i end up in a childish world of lights and color. When I look back on it it may seem creepy, but during the trip i'm happy and comfortable 100% of the time. I think thats why I order salvia in 20g shipments.
yes this is the way it should be. I have never had a bad trip either and ive broken through all the way. If you convince yourself the truth that theres nothing to worry about then theres nothign to worry about. But the time i broke through i did feel "confused" to say the least. I admit i had slight paranoia, but i think its just because thats how this drug works and it does that to everyone if the dose is enough and it builds character i think.
If yer lookin to have a fun "Oh, Wow" experience on salvia you better fergit it. It ain't a fun drug. The Lady will teach you not entertain you.
Every experience, good and bad, helps you grow as an individual. Most people would say if they could go back and change things that happened in their life they would avoid the bad experiences. Not realizing the wisedom and strength that was gained from their suffering. Its the hardships that we have to endure that make us stronger and better people in the end. 6ixth, life is all about experiencing everything that you can. When you stop experiencing new things and lull yourself into a daily routine of so called normalcy and comfort, that is when you stop living. You should embrace your negative experience and praise Lady Salvia for letting you know youre alive.
