I'm very dependent on others.

I always have to be talking to one of my 3 friends that I frequently talk to. As soon as I'm not talking to one of them I suddenly feel very lonely. It's a desperate feeling.

Both of my friends that I was talking to went to bed and as soon as the second one hung up I immediately felt very alone. I would talk to anybody just to talk. I just got on Call of Duty 2 just so I could hear the voices of others while playing.

I'm very clingy and sometimes even get mad at one friend in particular when he isn't around to talk to me 24/7, which I know is unfair and I never let him know I'm mad about it because he can't just sit there talking to me all day every day. That friend got me into the habit of staying up really late every night (think 6:00 AM) and then one day he starts going to bed at 1:00 AM because of summer school and every night I'm left alone, not tired enough to sleep and too lonely to enjoy anything.

If you'd be interested in talking to me I'm always looking for new friends.

 

hmm..
sounds like a problem i once had.
i cant help you now.. because it's 3:47 in the morning.
but ill aim you up sometime.
i think i can help.

 

I know the feeling. I've learend to day dream alot I've done it since I was little. If I feel lonely thats what I do, I have a very vivid imagination. Maybe that will help. But I'll add you incase you ever feel like talking usually go on late. I may not be up at late as you tho

 

I know that feeling too. I've been severely depressed for almost 2 years and I'm always lonely. I have friends and I go out and stuff, but as soon as I get home, I just feel terrible. It sucks and I constantly worry that I'll never be happy, or content even. It sucks not having someone to talk to.

 

What a bunch of pussies.

 

You're a cocksucker.

 

yeah im not like that i mean its cool to be around people but when im not around people i dont really give a shit. But i can see how people can get lonely but it really varies from person to person how dependent on people you are. I used to have depression before i smoked weed but now that i smoke daily i am never depressed. Being depressed just feels pointless, i always have a positive outlook on life. Every single day i wake up im in awe of how freaking awesome it is to be alive.

 

ok

 

Making fun of people on a confessions forum on the internet makes you cool.

 

I definitely know what you mean. There have been periods of my life when I couldn't stand to be alone. It definitely gets old after a while. However, nowadays, I love being alone I'm totally at peace when I'm by myself, walking around with my ipod, playing my guitar... get to know yourself. Get inside your head. Learn to love yourself... not that you don't, but focusing on enjoying your own company can make a big difference. If you really want to cure it, I would say at some point plan to spend a week or two completely by yourself with nothing but a book or two and an ipod. it will suck ass at first, but soon you will learn not to seek satisfaction from others, which is a beautiful lesson to learn (and one I am still working on).

 

what an uninformed jackass! Im glad that you can pass judgments so well on others. Judge your self first.

 

I'm just saying, stop being such a pussy.

You think your friends like talking to your bitch ass all day long?I'm suprised none of them shoved that phone up your ass yet.

 

hahaha yeah hes got a point, not to be mean, but if i was his friend i would be mad and tell him to piss off. But what if his friends are like him too then everybody can be happy