okay ive been looking for a girl latley. all of a sudden this girl i used to talk to calls. me and her were going to date but shes younger then me and her mom didnt approve before so i let it go and did a shitty thing by not waiting for her. but she calls and now she has a boyfriend, but she says hes not really for her and that no matter what ill always have a spot in her heart. we talked for hours and are supposed to hang out this weekend. this feeling is different then anything else before like ive had that tingle in my chest for other girls but this time for her its totally different. im consantly excited my heart feels like its gonna fall out, its not that corney feeling i usally feel its like no matter what im doing the only thing i can think of is her. im a poor kid i dont have alot of anything but i want to be able to give her the world. theres not a girl in the world like her, shes perfect and i havent told her i love her or i feel exactly like this but i would die for her in a second and i would give my life to make hers easier. its not like most girls where i think i "love them" but its almost like i know i love her. shes everything. shes only 17 and she graduates this year i hope she still wants me and feels the same after a year because i plan to wait for her. no other girl even compares and the feelings idk. just in seconds she forgave me for giving up. shes so beautiful. any openions or advice on this? thanks to everyone. ive been stupid, ive done stupid things but this girl is the only thing in my life that not only isnt flawed but shes just perfect. thanks to anyone who replys -Terry
the best way to tell if you lvoe someone (or at least, this is what has worked for me) is to ask yourself "do i love _____?" and if the answer is yes, then yes you do. if the answer is you're getting there, you're in the midst of falling, then you'll end up there eventually but not at this very moment
