Ann, meet the chess day

I'm so god'''m f'''king pissed. I cHange countries, hair color.. But there's nothing I can do with my loneliness. People love me... just because I'm 90x60x90 and rich. I'm tired of seeing lots of masks and no one familiar. I will die pretty soon, alone and forgotten. The pain I'm suppresing must itself be practically cancerous. I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I want to make up my new swear words. I hate all of the psychologysts I've ever visited. And all I can do is be terrified.. I'd be great wife and mother.. But there's no one who'd give me his heart and love. I mean REAL love.

 

Move to Ohio. I'll love you.




Yes, I am that pathetic.

 

You're not that pathetic, you looked through her picture gallery and like most guys immediately fell head over heels for her.


Hotwater

 

I told you, all men are not THAT pathetic, damn

 

being rich and beautiful sucks. i don't know this firsthand, but i've yet to meet someone who was rich, beautiful AND happy...at least, not without copious drugs and therapy sessions.

 

after looking at her gallery id say shes stuck on herself.

poor rich me all alone,, look at all the pictures of poor rich me...

pffft...

 

theres a term,, but im afraid ,, well i better not use it.. A W

 

mmmm.

 

I'm with ya on this one.....its almost like one of those tests you take in middle school.....pick any two....but all three are never correct.

But she seems to be proud of her looks (very pretty pics of her on the beach and such) and also proud of her money (that looks like a fancy car - white interior and all!) I guess what I'm getting at here is.....spread it around....find happiness in spreading your beauty around by making other people feel as beautiful as you look.....or instead of using your money to pay a shrink or buy fancy materialistic things invest it in a good cause.....hell forget about the money and go out and volunteer.....nothing makes me feel better than helping someone else feel good about themselves.....

You will never find someone who loves YOU when all you are offering is the shell....

 

If you get rid of your money and looks I promise I will love you.
In the meanwhilst we can be just parttime lovers on the way to become one love-filled being.

PM me for more information.

Love, bird.

 

P.S.....I'm not the prettiest girl in the world and I don't have alot of money.....but I am loved.....

 

huh

 

no shit. great advice. spending money never made me feel better unless i was buying something for someone else. otherwise it was just a waste. giving things away, doing nice things for people, placing the focus outside of your own selfish desires and ego-centric head is the best thing anyone can do for a feeling of loneliness and detachment. WAY better that changing haircolor and residency.

 

i think he means conceited. but that's hillbilly. he never pulls any punches. you really come to enjoy it, later on down the line.

 

I think hillbilly there has been spending too much time out in the briar patch, and doesn’t know a good thing when he see’s it



Hotwater

 

i doubt hhb would touch her except to hand her a shovel and tell her to start digging.

 

right on the nose...

 

Well he certainly no Jethro Bodine



Hotwater

 

Am I conceited? Well yes.

mamaKCita, 31, go to hell

 

well, some manual labor may help her mood quite a bit. make her feel more accomplished and worthwhile in her own skin. works for me.