Standing in this place that i call home i'm trying to find myself cause i'm slowly losing my mind As time passes on i began to forget who i am or what i have become i'm fading away in time while my thoughts become lost in my head I create a box to cut myself off from the world i'm still lost in this place called life and no one can save me Trying to find myself in you is what you made me do you've built me up to become something i'm not You want me to be exactly like you and nothing of what i want to be Trying to find myself in you is killing me all this anger and hate is building up on the inside in my box i scream I'm trying to break free but you won't let me go i trying to escape all the pain that you have caused me As soon as i break free i will finally find myself and be exactly what you didn't want me to be Now i'm free and i'm finally being me Cause now i have found myself and there's nothing that you can do to stop me from being me
you're breaking free child so don't you ever let anyone make you be what you don't want to be ... you write from the heart and you're going through what many, many teenagers all over the world experience... let it out but whatever you do, don't start hating cos that will make you bitter and twisted like those who want to put you down. Your prose comes from the heart ... keep writing.