Sick of it all Don't see the point in living Not anymore As despair hardens my heart Everytime I get close to love Close to that person Close to "the one" They evaporate, they leave Say they never loved me anyway Say, I'm too much, Too fucked up, too secretive, Just too fucking much Does this mean I'll be alone forever Bitter with choking memories Stuck in my loneliness While everyone else Seems sorted into pairs Out of place Faces from my past Guys matched up With other girls That aren't me So sick of everything Of this stupid life That's not worth living Screams bouncing around In the black hole that is my skull Unable to concentrate Through this haze Of everything This lovestarved existance Don't know why I'm here Can't find a purpose Sunk into despair Wishing I couldn't feel Too bad, here comes to pain again Like an illness, a cancer, This feeling spreads through me I try not to let it, but somehow it does I'm sick...
i leave it tomorrow actually, so i dont think ill be able to get on for awhile but who knows? i might manage it!
o ok...it sucks i miss u :[ only person ive talked to all week is john...that isnt a bad thing but ya know...omg i heard from shannon that tre told her that aaron and jasmine are back together hahaha
that sucks! u seem so cool though... well it was kind of inevitable, she never left him alone. hang on, why arent we pming? lol ill text u wen i get my phone back i think will be tomorrow...
That poem was so honest. I'm sure that you'll find someone, but, you don't need anyone to be happy. Hope that things work out for you and with the ability to convey your emotions as well as you can, I'm sure that there is a deep kindred soul out there for you.
