My Profile Is FAKE: Confessions of A Chat Addict

Well, of course I am a lie. I have to say that this profile is pretty shabby which it is why I am trashing it before I do any work on it. The girl is far too hot and too obviously slutty to be believable. That said, I have other profiles on this site and at several others which are much more credible.

Why bother with the confession? Well, I am vain and believe my own sexual intricacies are interesting. While you may obviously doubt my honesty, I would offer that there really is no motivation to lie now.

Over the years, I have made hundreds of fake profiles. 98% of them females. They range in race and age. The women are sexy but not too obviously so. Typically, I like to keep their pics hidden until someone that I am chatting with coaxes some pics from me, the shy female. I do prefer American characters and I stick with geographies and professions that I know well but most other facets range widely. Over the years, my profiles have grown increasingly detailed and complicated. For example, I once developed a profile of a strong, Church-going Christian male and participated on a Christian message board simply so I would have credibility when I introduced "my wife" to the other members while chatting online. The initial character was so convincing, no one doubted the wife, despite her obvious good looks. On sites such as Myspace, not only is the original profile fake, but so are many of the friends. Your belief in my characters is critical.


I am not gay, although I am sure many of you will think that. After all, I chat with men online and essentially masturbate along with them. I am a happily married guy living in NYC with 2 kids. I have a happy marriage. We have sex often which is easy because my wife is very sexy. I am an avid endurance athlete and have a high paying Wall Street job. I don't create these profiles out of sexual frustration. If I was gay, I don't think I would have had any qualms about pursuing homosexual experiences before my marriage but it never occurred to me.


So why do I do this? I ask myself that a lot. I think it is because while I am chatting as a woman, I imagine being the man that I am chatting with. I imagine the thrill of finding such a sexually exciting woman. I will even pretend to love a fetish that I don't really care for, simply because I know how much the guy will be thrilled to find such a woman. I will often use a "set-up" character to learn about a target's fetishes and desires so I will know which of my characters would be best to use with him. I have wondered if maybe I have a cross dressing desire but no, the idea of dressing like a woman doesn’t get me turned on at all.


Let me tell you that I do have an addiction and for me, it was immediately addictive. I recall when I first heard about chatting in the late 1990's over dinner with a friend. The idea immediately intrigued me and I left dinner early, rushed home, made a fake profile (I used the pic of a Hispanic woman off Univision. I try to use pics of foreign women that Americans won't recognize. I am also proud to say that several of the women whose pics I have stolen have gone on to become big stars. I recognized their star potential early on.) I chatted with some guy from NJ and came hard and was thrilled. Now, I spend many hours building profiles-some during slow times at work but usually late at night/early morning when others are asleep. I am turned on by the entire process. From searching the web for good pics to steal, to developing the character and the supporting cast of profiles, and then to actually chatting where most often, I finish with some cybering.

In the context of human sexual history, I think about how odd this all is. Unlike normal porn (which I never care to look at) where someone else feeds me ideas and images, I sit in front of a flickering electronic screen and deliver the excitement and love it. Unlike a normal writer or author, I get the immediate satisfaction of witnessing my readers’ enjoyment of my work and I can cater my product to their particular wants.

By the way, I "kill off" or abandon my characters frequently. I don't want to build any real relationships with anyone and if anyone seems like they are telling me serious things, I immediately block them. This is all for fun and mostly, the excitement takes place in my head. I obviously could never meet anyone that I have chatted with, however, I have done phone chats using the available technology to disguise my voice.

I hope you aren't too creeped out. And if you and I have chatted before, I sincerely hope that you had a good time. I worked hard to create an experience that you'd enjoy.

Thank you.

 

Hmm well The confession was interesting. Also I wont preach to you. What you do is wrong.

 

well, that makes it a lot better at least... i dont think i wouldve been too happy if youd played with peoples hearts

 

I just don't see why someone would waste that much time for so little pay-off.

 

^seriously

 

I had an inkling you were fake from the first time I saw you post.

 

your the person my mother always warned me about.

 

I dont see anything wrong with it from a moral stand point, not sure how healthy it is for you though. So long as your not fucking with peoples emotions or going after kids i can't see the harm.

 

I actually saw that profile and was laughing to myself. Why would anyone that georgeous be putting herself out there for strangers to obsess over... it would be very risky behavior on her part.

I like the pic of the gold bra and the jeans. It made me gay for about 2 seconds.

Cool operation.

 

i think its pretty creepy.

 

I kind of wonder just how happy you are with your wife, sexually, emotionally, the rest of it. I mean you could be, please dont think im unfairly judging...Just for me, in a truly happy relationship, you feel fulfilled...you can talk to your partner about everything in your mind sexually and fulfil all desires with the partner alone, with no need to pretend to be young girls and masturbate when boys say they like you

But as long as youre not hurting anyone, i obviously wont preach. However, i dont feel lies are healthy, especially not in the very complex and advanced area of human sexuality, and when you have a wife you say you love and two children. But most of all lies arent healthy for you, and your mind. Anyway, very interesting confession, i was intruiged by the read

 

Also, yeah, the thought that this seemingly innocent young girl could be a guy jerking off whilst you chat about life IS kind of creepy

 

You like to masterbate online with other men? There is absolutely nothing wrong with being gay (in fact, I am bisexual), but why do you insist that you are not? Perhaps thats why you enjoy this so much? You won't let yourself admit that you are gay so you develop this complicated process to help veil, even to yourself, what you really want?

 

I don't see any harm in this at all, in fact I'm pretty sure that this happens a lot more often than we think.

I don't know how anyone could talk about 'breaking hearts' when the only reason anyone would be chatting with 'her' in the first place is the prospect of an easy lay with a pretty girl. For fuck's sakes, her name was 'blonde4yourparty'!!! How many women would ever actually refer to themselves that way? And exactly how often does 'babe you are so hot' actually work as a pickup line? Seriously, people.

 

Someone is giving themselves too much credit for having everyone fooled

 

How do we know that THIS profile you just told us of Yourself is REAL?

 

well it is kinda creepy but one thing you said that seem to make what you are doing not soooo bad and it was this (I don't want to build any real relationships with anyone and if anyone seems like they are telling me serious things, I immediately block them). which mean to me you ain't messin with their feelin and their heart to much...but you may not have fooled as many as you think for some reason i think you are a woman not a man.........but hey damn interesting confession



sorry Allonym about kinda repying same way you did i just read (his or her) post and came and replyed then got a looking over other replys and our was kinda the same

 

my thoughts exactly.

 

Thats his problem..I mean, everyone has their own problems..give this guy a break

 

SHit its online give it a rest, its not like he asked for your bank account. Seems they just have alot of time on thier hands and a twisted mind of sorts but really no harm no foul.