But! i'll tell you a story. My last relationship ended poorly, with a lot of unresolved ego issues. i'm a guy she's a girl. My next housemate was really friendly. He would hug you or kiss your head if he thought you were upset. He has a wife and kids in another country. One night we were leaving the pub and i was upset, probably talking about my ex, when all of a sudden we are hugging, then embracing, then kissing! It felt relatively normal. we were both quite drunk. I have to say i didn't feel sexually turned on, more that it felt good to be cared for and looked after. When we got home he went to my room and i followed. he found the liqueur, put some in his mouth and kissed me, passing some drink to me. i didn't like that much but i liked the drink! He kept saying 'i like girls, but i like you!' his breathing was heavy and his body felt strong. As he laid down, i thought 'f**ck it, why not' and i started playing with his cock through his jeans, then i went for his belt. he was a little shocked but laid back and relaxed. i felt his cock through his pants and i thought 'wow, it feels just like mine! i clasped his balls and gently rubbed and stroked. Then i pulled his cock out. He is fair skinned so looks pure and clean, but he is also big, like me. i put it in my mouth. 'F**ck me!' i thought, 'This is what cock is like' 'like a big rubber, well, cock!' I stood back and started to get undressed. He asked 'what are you doing?' 'getting naked!' i said, 'oh you are f**king crazy!' he said, and started to get undressed. i lay on the bed and he came over and i took his cock again in my mouth. i went deep and gentle, just the way i like it, and kept a good rhythm. He said 'oh you are good' 'you are a good boy' this made me want to suck more and give more pleasure. he started to fuck my mouth. i didn't want him to come so moved to my back to get some in return. he sucked my cock but it wasn't as good, i wanted more, so opened my legs as far as they would go. Until he got the idea i wanted to be F**CKED with one hand he pulled my dick and with the other he fingered my ass hole, sucking his finger for lubrication that wasn't enough. i writhed around until he got his dick to my arse. he says 'ah you wanna be f**cked like a bitch' he pushed my legs up and out and stuck the tip of his prick to my hole. i thought 'F**ck me! i'm going to get f**cked! f**cked in the arse like a dirty dog!' His pushing gently increased as his determination became obvious. thrusting eagerly, the cock wouldn't go in. the walls were too dry, and so was my thinking, cautious of what was going to happen. After a couple of minutes i put a stop to it as i was getting nowhere and started to feel uncomfortable a few minutes later he got dressed and went back to his room i don;t like talking about it and we haven't really discussed it as it's fairly difficult. but we still hang out and drink. what has come of it i'm not completely sure. my orientation hasn't altered, but it's an experience i quite liked to some degree! i'm certainly more aware of male attraction whether thats a good thing or not. This happened on the back of a relationship which caused me to question the values i hold and the conviction i use.
Dude, You sound somewhat homophobic with your title being "I'm not gay",maybe you need to look at that.And what values and convictions are you now questioning? If you really enjoyed the expirience and are attracted to males there's something going on there other than being straight.Think about it!And what do you want out of this post??If it's help with questioning your convictions and values you've got to be more specific about that.We get the idea about the sex. Btw your spacing and grammer skills are real good relax dude this is'nt english class.That maybe why it sounds so much like a fairy tale lol.
