I rarely remember that I am alive..... Most often at times that it's tough to survive. Though when I do, it feels so right, Me and the world are light-so bright, so bright. Then I try to grasp the rays, And slip into the passage of days, The unending path, the search. A world of division, a dark gloomy church. And as I forget the light, I see it in another. Shocking kindness and beauty wake me, And now there is no other. I am alive and life is all there is.... Love fills me and it brings so much pain, A pain I don't want to let go, But it slips away and I am sane....again. Separated from the light.
thanks everyone. i wrote this at 4:30 in the morning, and i wasn't sure how clear it came out. i'm glad it was understood.