i think i might be posting tooo many poems but... hehe i have another one. well actually their two. i was extremly angry when i wrote the first one, then about 5 minutes later i wrote the second one. funny how 5 minutes later is like a huge mood change. it had something to do with a guy lol i was pretty high when i wrote these so they might not make sence. so here goes. i know now what this all means. nothing is EVER as it seams. let these maggots pick at my brain. i dont care if i go insane. let the bugs chew away at my skin, its FUN now because im broken! use abuse throw me away. gladly ill let you bury me alive today. glue my mouth SHUT no words i will say, take me to the park and dont let me play. buy me a ice cream that i cant eat, cut open MY skin if your hungry for meat. take my hand throw me down a well, ill feel like im flying, it'll be swell! pop out my eyes with an ice cream scooper, flush me down the toilet! if i get stuck, kick me in the pooper, tell me u hate me, dont forget! this world is shit, im done with it. 5 mins later its suddenly clear. clear as this beautiful moonlighted sky i was so wrong, to quick to ask why. what was said wasnt an insult nothing ment to be mean. i opened my eyes now, the view is a new thing. i just needed to think for a bit, not jump to conclusions. what you said, is what you ment. no secret illusions. i dont know what to think, nor what to feel. HAPPYNESS FILLS MY LUNGS... all is real. all is EXACTALLY as it seams all these thoughts and crazy dreams slowy drifting back to me. slowing so excitedly
