meat dreams...

wow...just wow... thanks for posting this. i appreciate it a lot


it makes me so sad to see a living creature that i know will be slaughtered and eaten. drains the life out of me...

 

I don't think I've ever had a meat eating dream.

Meat is repulsive to me. When I walk into a supermarket, I can pick up on where the meat section is just by my sense of smell.

Know why?

Because it all smells dead to me now. The smell of death is everywhere in the store.

Just like smokers can't tell how bad they reek of tobacco, meat eaters can't smell what I smell.



x

 

I've been a vegetarian for three or four years. After a while it became so natural to me. Every day, I don't have to remind myself I'm a vegetarian. I just know.


I've had a meat-eating dream once before I believe. I was eating a raw hot dog. I would take a few bites, eat, and then throw it up as I felt guilty and disgusted that I had eaten it. I would then continue eating and repeating. It was quite strange.

Secretly...I've had cravings. I hate it and I hate admitting it. I've never told anyone. This is my first time admitting it. But they are rare occurances. That dream I cannot explain to this day.

 

but I believe everything is sentinent. not always to the understanding of science.

thats a big part of my confusion

 

I don't mean it to be a cop out. I am really struggling with these notions. perhaps we both just disagree, but regardless of personal conviction and self sought out truths, neither of us, if any, are closer than the other to true truths. you may be my better for just getting it, but I don't know, maybe I am just expanding my mind in my own unique light.

I wish you could tell me more than just what I may believe is rubbish. It's harder to learn from just yourself. I don't see how Cowpie's "animals sacrifice themselves" is crazy.

I wish I could see it your way but I'm not so sure I do.