i wrote this after my girlfreind broke my heart. read if you like..

In the storm
I hope we share a tear
underneath the silence
she’s my identical twin
I remember when we swim
when you smiled so big

life sapped from vitality
cant tell what’s reality

other half drained away
ended up laughing
nervously not like enjoyable
shell labeled destroyable
for all eyes to see
want to be me?

My life seems to end in mornings
that nightmares always trail
I feel
no more real

its so dark and horny in here
how am I to find a way?
Memories washed away
do you believe the words
of comfort we shared?
Am I mentally impaired?

My heart feels brutality
what happened to psyche?

Open your mouth
simply using the box
your equipped with
we can hold each other
have a baby
reach insanity
please just love me

nightmares love to eat away
like a maggot that will fly away
you don’t know what thoughts like these are
give me an injection
put me in c section
he needs a lot
alllotttalot of attention