The most horrifying thing that's ever happened to me....

I just found out the other day that my ex-husband and his girlfriend murdered two people. They said the two people (his cousin and cousin's girlfriend, both of whom I knew) died of blunt force trauma to the head. They also said that both body's arms had been chopped off, and that his cousin had been decapitated. They found them in a freezer (not plugged in) on my ex's father's (he's been dead for years) abandoned farm where they had been running a meth lab.

How the fuck am I supposed to handle this? I am freaking out so hard core. What happened to the man I married? I mean, obviously, we got divorced for a reason....but for him to be capable of something so gruesome? I don't even know what to do, what to think, how to wrap my mind around this. I feel like I'm going to lose it.

 

people don't stay the way they are, meth's can really damage you, and if he was taking it then he could of lost some of his mind, if that makes sense. i wish i could help in some way, but i don't think i can....if you feel it is this bad, then maybe you should try and seek some profesional help? this seem's quite a deep issue, and though the suport of your friends and others will help, if it effects you alot then maybe also seek help elsewhere?

 

meth truly puts people out of their minds......people who are on it and stay up for weeks on end start losing all reality......plus if they were making it, there is no telling how much the chemicals had started to affect their brain.....that drug is dangerous and it makes people kill.....something needs to be done....

however, i think there was seriously something wrong with the both of them to be capable of doing such a horrific thing......it isn't all just the drug....

but yeah....i suggest you seek some professional help......

 

I'm so sorry to hear that, hun.
That's terrible. I think it would be a good idea to get help--professional or not. It's good to talk about things like this.

 

that's horrible. your ex-husband is that asian guy right? I think I heard about that.

 

Let it go, he's a Murderer so what...it would make a good conversation issue with friends and u just need to continue with your life!

 

that's pretty freaky stuff!!! i'd be pretty scarred. but for sure talk to the police and then find a psycholigist to talk to

 

Well good thing you devoriced him, or you could have been mixed up in that shit. He went his way , you went yours the universe was shinning on you. Meth is some bad shit.

 

take out your frustrations on yoko ono i say

 

WHOa I'm really sorry to hear about your loss. Thats some freaky scary shit,man! You should be extremely happy you divorced the LOON!

 

Must be so strange to have been that close to someone who ends up in this real life horror movie. I would imagine it would take a long time for it to sink in, and for all the different thoughts to settle....
Maybe you can make a million dollars doing interviews on the news shows