Just a friendly word of advice: It would probably be better to PM somebody that trusted you instead of posting it for all (including the admins) to see. I don't live in Arizona, so I'm afraid I can't help you, but keep posting and responding to threads that interest you, and in time the trust issue will take care of itself. I know from experience that people here are notoriously and rightfully paranoid of someone new asking about banned substances. Take it slow and don't post too much when you're totally fucked up. It can be funny, but you know what I mean.
You can email me at nukai@hushmail.com I also know how to get other things,GREAT STUFF. Maybe we can trade vendors.