I am a prominent user from the 90's and early 00's. Today I am married, as of 2002, with two children. My use has decreased significantly and now has always been about the emotional effect of the drug. We used to get fake pills 1 out of 20 times. I have tried to get MDMA since 2002 about 7 times and it has only been real about 2 times. The most recent time was in Greece and again it was fake. It is bringing me to believe that MDMA is extint or rare. I believe the drug that I have gotton is mostly DXM, MDA, or METH. Twice we have gotten meth because we could not sleep at all for 2 days. I know that MDMA will lead to poor sleep but cannot overcome sleep the second night. The emotional aspect has just about all been gone or very week. All the pills are just crap. I do have a test kit. Does anyone know what percentage of "pills" on the market are pure MDMA like the 90's or is everyone just popping DXM or METH and think it is ecstacy. I dont know if any of the newbies in the states really know what ecstacy is. Its an emotional high. Euphoric. None of this meth reaction of not being able to sleep for days. None of this crap of your legs feeling as if they need to be cut off. Not just feeling good like when your on coke. Its different. When you have rolled you have rolled and the experience is unforgettable. I feel like my life will have lost something if I dont do it again. Is it available in the long island new york area. Is it dead? Replaced by crap and sold to idiots as ecstacy. Can an experienced person shed some light on my situation.
MDMA is also really hard for me to find too. I have been sold a lot of crap pills. I love rolling off real E, the most amazing thing ever. I just recently used up the last of 6 good pills I was sold. But the same person was also responsible for selling me really shitty ones. It's out there, just hard to find. I rolled with my girlfriend about 2 weeks ago and the pill had i'm guessing mostly meth in it and it was horrible. I didn't sleep for two days, and I got seriously sick. It ruined E for me and now i'm real cautious as to what i'm getting.
