I just want to let go for once.

Me too, he talks realllly low. Its like he can't think. He has a high tolerance for all drugs (I've watched him eat a 1/2oz of shrooms in one sitting by himself) but 4 boxes a day is crazy. He probably has like 5 brain cells left.

 

4 boxes a day is like 1200mg a day
thats just insane son
still dxm is fine in moderation like any other drug
and I agree dxm is an 8th grade high... but I dont know anyone who complains

 

that is amazingly dumb of him. but just because he did that doesn't mean dxm is bad. and i think a big problem there too is that cord has a bunch of nasty chems in it other than good old dex.
with luck he is bad enough at talking that he won't get laid, and natural selection takes its course.

 

Nah he still gets laid. I just don't understand why you would take dxm when you can trip on acid or shrooms.

 

dude
apparently you dont get it
dxm is meant for a diffrent type of trip
there is no comparison unless sought after between LSD, shrooms and DXM.
When I say sought after I mean when your on DXM you can actually trip harder if you believe you've taken something else or on top of DXM... like I ate skittles when I was roboing and my friend said it was acid and I believed him and I seriously went to a whole nother world with just only 420mg and skittles.
but nough but dxm... this topic is about finding a drug to make you chill not roboing.

 

ecstasy definitely definitely.

 

I'm not saying its a weak drug...I'm saying its unhealthy and stupid. Thats just my opinion. Seems like people either love dxm or hate it.

 

dont blame the drug for what your friend did, blame your dumbass friend.

 

I'm not blaming the drug. I hated it from personal experience before my friend ever abused it. Sooo shut up

 

couldn't have said it better my self...
but as for the drug,
ecstacy.

 

dancing lessons?

 

Dude, I agree with **PsYcHoDeLiC**: if you want to loosen up socially, permanently, don't depend on a chemical. That's a temporary thing and a great way to build an addiction. I used to be really shy socially. I used to come near to having a heart attack just from asking a girl to dance. A while ago I started taking breakdancing lessons because I thought it'd be fun and I'm into that kind of thing. At first I was beyond nervous, especially when I had to go in a circle by myself. But the cool thing about it is that you're in an environment where everybody else is new to it, they're all learning with you, and they're all just as nervous, if not more so. So after a while I got comfortable within the bounds of the class, and then at a homecoming dance my friends who had taken the class with me and I egged each other on into going into a circle. Again, I nearly had a heart attack, and I sucked hard to boot, but after that I realized that I had done something that most other people wouldn't try. Now I go in every circle I can, even though I still suck, and once I danced on a table. I guess what I'm saying is that "letting go" doesn't have to be an all or nothing kind of thing. Do something unique and build confidence. Martial arts, dancing, gymnastics, laughing clubs... Whatever you want. It'll take more time than it would to knock back a few Vodka-Es or some X, but it'll last longer too. Anyway, that's just my opinion. However you choose to do it, I hope you have a good time and manage to let go!

Evan

Oh, and BTW to StonerBill - dude, you look EXACTLY like my friend Cody. I mean EXACTLY. Even they way you are dressed in your sig picture. Except you say your from Australia. It's uncanny.

 

Im just naturally uptight, I would love to see what its actually like to be able to just go crazy and have fun. It wont happen under normal conditions, trust me. My brain just will not allow that to happen. Im not anti-social, per say, I have no problem being around people. In fact that has nothing to do with it at all. I have done martial arts, Ive done theater, dance lessons, therapy, Ive tried a lot of things. I just seem incapable of just completely loosening up and, "dancing in the rain" so to speak.

I have been dancing a few times at clubs. Though I was drunk when I was dancing, I was completely coherent and was still very withdrawn. Thing is, I conciously realize the way I am, and I dont like it at all.

As far as addictions are concerned, Im am NOT worried about that at all. I have never been addicted to anything. In fact I even tried smoking; a pack a day almost for about 8 months. Nothing, not even a craving afterwards. I have some kind of mental block that prevents addictions or habits, even good ones. Also, I have some OCD tendencies, especially in regards to my body.

You might ask why I tried smoking... and I know this might seem pretty ridiculous. I was attempting to prove a point to my mother that one could quit on willpower alone.

I realize some drugs are extremely chemically addictive, but I have no intention of doing anything like that. I was thinking more along the lines of shrooms, extacy, absinthe, or something like that. Just some recreational dis-inhibitors and/or hallucinogens.

From what I have heard, here and elsewhere... it seem extacy seems the most likely choice to give me the "result" I am expecting.

 

definately deffffffinately ecstasy

try and get mdma crystals, take at least 150mg to start with, maybe a bit more, & be with the people you love and want to feel more comfortable around

one of my best friends has pretty severe ocd tendancies, & i love seeing him on ecstasy, its some of the only times ive seen him fully relax & be at peace

good luck