So yeah swim really FUCKED UP TODAY and TONIGHT!Ight so today/tonight (from hours of 2:45pm-12:50am) swim takes 40mgs orally (crushed for instant release) and 40mgs (snorted) then swim smoked a bowl of dank right after that..Went to a movie and then watched a movie (while in the movie, towards middle, i was most definatly on a nice mellow mild nod but if didnt care about watching the movie i could of easily nodded out in there for a lil bit, after the movie swim parachuted another 40mg of crushed OC when we got to my friends house. We get to my friends house and then swim , 30mins later, consumes 2mgs of xanax (aka bar) and 2 5mg OXY-IR pills (snorted), then about 1hr after that swim consumed another 2mgs of xanax (aka xanax bar)on his way home from friends crib. so about 15mins later swim gets home chill out eat a bunch of shit (xanax munchies lol). retreat to my bedroom for about 2hrs and i was amazed that i actually nodded out, and a pretty good nod on top of that created by the 4mgs of xanax and 130mgs of Oxycodone (all in the form of 3 40mg/OC, 2 wyte sticks (4mgs xanax; xanny-barz), and 2 Roxicet 5mg Oxy-IR (Instant release). Tonight/today has been a big fuck up i should not have done this..but damn feels so euphoric and takes u to a land that i call The Land of Nod...and seeing swim hasn't been doing oc or any painkillers for at least 3weeks and just caved intonight and i did it big time...fuckin eh, take my word for it but "your just better off never experience a high while on opiates, then you won't know what your missing. which is a good thing! damn im rambling damn...sorry im stoned and did all of the above ^ tonight...but basically my conclusion is that even know ive been pretty much sober for a good 3or4 months and u think my tolerance would of gone down but i hear opiate tolerance get take as long as 1year, but i never did them that much and mostly smaller quanities and rarer occasions...ight peace
I agree, it's better to never know what you are missing....because once it sucks you in, you just get deeper and deeper...
