Harming Myself In Different Ways..

I know I"m a dumbass..

I used to cut myself..but I get tired of that..so I decided one day to be bulimic, not because I thought I was fat, but because I wanted to harm myself..

I got sick of that, so I decided not to eat for a while until I died..then I couldn't help myself because I am a food lover..so I decided to drink some nailpolish and hope that would kill me..didn't..

I didn't want to drink that nasty crap anymore..so i decided to..

Take a buch of pills..stupid..didn't work..and I found out that if you take pills it is a really long suffering death..so I decided to just suck eerything up and deal with it..pretty good story huh??.. :$

 

I hope this is some kind of sick joke

If it isnt, what the hell is wrong with you?
Whatever it is, sort it out. Some of us are ill through no choice of our own, and used to be so thankful for lifes little miracles and enjoy as much as possible
Some people starve through no fault of their own
If what you say has nay truth at all, youre ill. Seek help

Im being blunt because i feel strongly. I understand you may have issues because of things that have happened and whatever and i totally wouldnt discrdt this at all, ive been there. But you can get help, you dont have to be so ill

If this is true

 

Also if this is a joke, which seems likely, thats pretty sick too. These things happen to people

 

nope, its not a joke! I don't do that stuff anymore..atleast not now anyways..I hope I don't get there again..but I do have problems..big ones..as if you cant tell..

The threapists said they would help me, but they never did..

 

I did do all of that stuff..maybe it was for attention..I don't know..I don't do it anymore though..my point was..you can go through all of these things and do all of these things..but the bottom line for me, was that after doing all of this dumb shit..i ended out alive and well and not doing any of those things anymore..

 

lovelorned i am glad you did stop doing that stuff to yourself you are very lucky to be alive..... i know you have problems but you have to work throu them as best as you can......

 

All I can say is it's a good thing you're still alive. I bet that there's at least somebody, if not many people that love you and would be really disappointed to see you go. It sucks, for me anyway, to hear about teens doing themselves in only to leave their families behind in tears, over things that could have been initially, maybe even resolved one day. They just never opened up and talked about it. So no one ever knew. Then it was too late.

Well anyway, take care of yourself. If not for you, just do it because (weather you want to see it or not) somebody cares about you. Think of them next time .

 

Acting out in ways like that is a cry for attention.

You have to realize that life is worth living. You have to take the time everyday and notice those who love you and things you love.

 

You got sick of being bulimic?
I think i know someone who cuts herself. No idea why, shes confident, had friends, bfs, popular... I asked her and she shyed away from the question.

Two Strange Eyes - telling someone is harder than it sounds especially if you're my age or in a place similar to me. Not that i have much to tell. Well nothing life harming.