Here's the deal. Today I went and chilled with this guy named Joel. We smoked some pot, I ate mushrooms, and then we ended up both doing E. This other chick shows up, so we smoke some more weed, and end up all making out on the grass. So I made out with Joel, and now I feel quite confused. I have a girlfriend, and I love her, but I love Joel too. I don't know what to do. Any input would help.
you are young and you were under the influence of drugs... think about it. Do you really love him? Or was it the drugs that made you feel that way? I know even pot can make me feel like that. How did you feel about him before hand? I'd say hang out w/ him one day alone without anything and see how your feeling then. Feel free to message me hun! I don't mind chatting if your upset. Best of luck to you.
I think Earthy Moma made two good points. Sometimes people do things they wouldn't ordinarily act upon when drunk/stoned. Their inhibitions are broken down and they regret their actions. Whether the drugs were an outlet of your immer most feelings for Joel, only you can decide. Secondly, you are young. Consider this learning experience. I wouldn't like it if a girlfriend of mine got drunk and made out with someone else. It would damage the relationship. At least now you know how far things can go if your not in full control of yourself. Best of luck...
