I'm confused. Need help.

Here's the deal. Today I went and chilled with this guy named Joel.
We smoked some pot, I ate mushrooms, and then we ended up both doing E.
This other chick shows up, so we smoke some more weed, and end up all making out on the grass.
So I made out with Joel, and now I feel quite confused.
I have a girlfriend, and I love her, but I love Joel too.
I don't know what to do.
Any input would help.

 

do what feels right, sort out the "gay" stuff later.

You haven't really provided enough information for me to help you anymore than that. Are you a male?