So I have had this dream a few times, and I simply cannot get it out of my head. I am alone a very beautiful Island and am not concerned about my safety or survival though I seem to be stranded with no conection to civilization. I start wading in the water, and the ocean water is very pretty, very beautiful, but the most memorable thing about the water is how it's this amazingly clear with a tint of blue. So I can see through the water, I love it. So I finally get to where my feet no longer reach the ocean floor and I start floating on my back very relaxed. I go further and further out to the ocean and I remain relaxed and calm. Then I look down around me and realize that the water is dark, this must mean that I am in very deep water, and it frightens me. I begin to get scared that I will drown or that I will get lost at sea, and even think of sharks. I feel lost and all I can see around me is water in every direction. In my head I know that the island must be behind me, though I cannot bring myself to turn my head around to look. Instead I force myself to wake up. I am so scared that I am lost at sea, that I force myself awake. I have never had a dream from which I force myself awake from, and the whole thing seems very strange. Any ideas as to what this means would be greatly appreciated.
And what has happened ~30 days later? The clear clean water symbolise your emotional state. The dark waters represent a period of deep depression.
