6th time on Salvia; FIRST BAD TRIP

I've had Salvia 5 times prior to last night, but last night was the first time I piped a bowl full of x10 extract and held in for 20 seconds.
Dickhead here thought that because he can more than hold his weed, salvia should be a piece of piss; and as a result, took it badly.
A mate blasted one before me, and was on the biggest giggle trip ever (started giggling just after I took my bowl though) and that send me on a bad'un. When the tingles in my legs and arms started, it felt like something was inside me, pullng me to the ground. Like some magnetic force making it's way from the top to the bottom of my body. Also, the back of my throat felt alien (I couldn't talk properly, it took so much effort) and my jaw muscles tightened which sent me into a semi-laugh which I was trying to control in a sea of confusion. Before long I realised laughing was the ONLY way I could breathe, and my vision started spiralling downwards (like it does when you're way too pissed and then spark up a joint). I was shouting too loud 'help me! help me! can anyone here me? who the fuck are you people? get me out!! get it out of me, it's eating me inside and dragging me down; HARD' - then I got the car door open and pulled myself out, but left me legs inside coz this STUFF was happening (an invisible force, like a line horizontally across my body pulling down - you'd imagine that THIS is what it feels like to be cloned by a Smith on the later Matrix films - in fact, that's the closest comparison I can give to it and THAT is pure fantasy; so what's that saynig?!).
Anyway, I'm on the floor, legs in the car, foreign substance still running strong and vision still haywire. A mate pulls me up and I wait for his face to spin round and say in a calm voice 'who are you?' - then I clock I'm not in another dimension' I'm in the real World, and my body's having trouble working. I get up and scream 'FUUUCKKK!!!!!!' as I think I'm stuck in this trip forever. 2 minutes later, it wears off. I'm left sat back in the car feeling soooo relaxed.
We all went in 10 minutes later. I remember lying in bed having closed eye visuals last night;
Now I've woken up confused, enlightened, full of 'whaaaaat?' and I'm pretty sure I won't take that shit again.
It seriously felt like I was dying. How can ANYONE enjoy that shit?! I'll be sticking to mushrooms and acid, fo sho.
No wonder it's getting a ban soon.

 

I'll bet my pinky you fuck with it again. As a few days pass you will interpret that whole ego death thing differently and see it as a good thing.

Like Terrance Mckenna said, and I'm sorry to say this to two people in two days, but, you learn more off the bad trips than the good ones.

It is very unlikely you will have that expierience again anytime soon.

What you had, is the actual breakthrough.

In my opinion at least.

Good luck, and Lady Salvia will get you back. She loves you, and you love her. lol You just don't know it yet.

 

You can't learn anything off of good trips?

 

Haha how right you are. My mates picked me up tonight; they had half the tube left. We took it differently this time; one persaon sat in the back of the car while the rest stand outside and watch. After 2 friends hit it and went on the giggles, it was my turn. I had a huge pipe; this time expecting the worse and knowing it's not for too long. I was pleasantly surprised, to say the least. I was laughing so hard for a good while; and pouring with sweat. I felt the internal pull again but it was much more controllable and felt like a REALLY enjoyable shroom-like sensual effect. Christ; it went down a treat tonight. All gone now though, and I can't see myself buying more.
Also, as a daily pot smoker; I havent had any smoke today unfortunately, but the Salvia has more than made up for it. I'm sat here now really relaxed and somewhat confused in a purple daze. It's made a big impact on part of my brain I didn't know existed until now<-->last night. I think I could grow to like this; but I'm not sure if I really WANT to...

 

Nah I am just saying, you learn more. A good trip you can learn something and can truly explore your thoughts. But a bad trip lets you get to know your inner demons. Yah feel me?

I'm glad you had a good time on the most recent one. I know you said you won't buy anymore. But, as time trickles on, you tend to build up the curiosity again. Also you know now that anything can happen on a trip. Good, and bad.

As far as the fear when getting ready to smoke Salvia. I still have not gotten rid of it. I smoke Salvia quite regularly and still I get the initial fear when first getting it into my system.

As fun as it may be to smoke out with salvia and your boys, practice doing it alone. Salvia is best to me when I am alone, and usually after 2am, when there is little road noise and outside noise, no tv in the living room, my roomate is in bed. I turn the music on real mellow. Not enough to pull you out of a trip, but to when you return you hear something familiar and calming.

Salvia has a world of potential once you build a relationship with it. I love it.

I reccomend you buy a sack of extract and leaves and not tell anyone.

When alone, when quiet, when ready, it will cal you. This is when the expieriences get extraordinary....

Have fun homie.

Scotty5

 

i know exactly what you mean by not trying it again! that shit can really fuck with your head and your reality while on the substance the shortest but by far the most intnse trips of my life where from salvia. i was wondering to did any of you guys get the feeling as if the world was just a giant movie based on your life and everyone you know was in on it but you just like the truman show? i had an experience on my 1st real salvia trip and it was really fucking intnse to point of rather freaky just took you by suprise in a huge ass way thats why i recommend people to really use caution when on this drug because they can really fuck with mind. i love mushrooms and acid and those much last longer but i can hold my own those drugs so much better than salvia. i came up with my own personal nickname for salvia i call it "satans weed" or "satans trip" cause i do find this shit rather evil like in a way and i dont think ill ever do it again.