I hate my car and other random thoughts

I recently had to get a new battery for my car.. now.. I was so traumatized by it not starting anymore that ever since I got a new battery, I start my car maybe 5 times before hitting the road, just to make sure it's not gonna die on me again! haha.. okay I did that for a couple days, I'll admit I've gotten better. Now my big old car is running fine!.. I still hate it though.. but hey it takes me where I need to go.

I seriously cannot get enough of pistachios.

I am desperate to find a hairdresser who will be able to give my hair its most natural color back.. it always ends up looking different though. These days, I want it the way it grew on my 2 year-old head.. but it's either too brown or too red.

I love Post Secret.. reading about random people's secrets is so interesting and some really have fucked-up ones! I love how creative they can get too.. I'm actually thinking about sending some secrets too.

T.V is so incredibly stupid.. is there even any program left that's not a scripted reality show, aside from cartoons and..

.. I love FLIGHT OF THE CONCHORDS.

The other day I got so soaked in the rain, I looked like I might have fallen into a lake, and I didn't care! I kept smiling all day, although I had had my drivers license suspended, and had to pay 200 bucks to get it restored (long story short, when I cancelled my insurance when I left over the summer I should have given in my plates and didn't.. so..) AND I got caught driving illegally the day before (also the day my car broke down) by campus police, but DIDN'T GET A TICKET, when I should have been arrested and paid a huge ticket.. court a million times etc. but no, the cops loved me. They just took my keys from me.. til I restored all my shit and I did that day I was soaked, and a lot of people would have fallen apart, would have freaked.. would have died.. but I didn't worry, I was soaked and cold and took care of it with a smile on my face, confident everything would be alright.. and it was!

I want to make my own peanut butter sometime soon. AND pot brownies!! The last ones I had at my sister's in Paris were the fucking best high I'd ever had

I'm off Ambien and now simply drink a glass of hot milk before bed, and sleep like a baby.

I am addicted to soup.. any soup.. as long as it's veggie, these days.. and also this DELICIOUS shrimp/butter/garlic/pasta receipe...

I want to travel to Ireland this summer, and to Asia before I graduate school.. I just need to find good traveling partners!

My ex T is a douchebag but I don't even care.. he's the one who's losing something great here.. but he thinks I'm too flirty.. well.. sorry I'm not gonna be a nun at his side, doesn't mean I'd cheat either, but.. if he doesn't wanna realize that, too bad. I'll let him date his exes over and over, and be bored and cheated on again and again...

I'm not looking to be in a relationship at this point. I'm fine being single and dating with no strings attached.. if something more serious devellops then great but I'm not thinking about it.. whatever happens happens.. and I'm fine with that.. cause everything happens for a reason and I definitely don't believe in luck.

I'm the master of my thoughts, and my thoughts are the master of my life. I feel more stable and in control of my life than ever, and what's best is that I am in no way stressed-out, worried.. and I have never avoided drama more. Drama, negative situation/people.. I just don't let them affect me and my inner peace anymore. Cause that's what I feel.. peace. I don't feel bitter. I don't feel sad. I remember stuff.. but look at it from faaaaaar away and wave goodbye at it all.. it's part of my life, but part of my past, and past is past.. what counts is now, and not tomorrow, and yes, I'm holding on to good memories, but bad episodes.. goodbye to you.. and no more in the future.

I love my fancy red wine and a chat between friends over litterary works or music no one's head about

I love my friends.. my REAL friends.. those who ever really cared, those who ever really understood me, those who never judged me, been.. jealous of me or tried to steel my life.. the stable friends, the ones who stayed after the storm, and not cause they had no one else, but for me, cause they really cared. Not to hang out out of boredom or to make the crowd bigger, not to use me... I lost some real good friends and hope to see them back someday, but if I am not wrong about them being true to me and truly caring, they will be, but I don't think I'm wrong.

I think I'm gonna go watch a good film now.

 

Blogs are Useful...

 

they are.. but if you don't want to comment on this you don't have to, I just didn't feel like posting a blog on my other sites about this stuff.. been gone from the forums for a while, just updating the crowd here and it is actual random thoughts.. not bull like so much stuff posted on here

 

cool

i'm hungry and there is nothing to eat in my fridge

my phohe has no battery

i'm wearing yellow pigamas

i'll have to get up in 6 hours

i have new bautiful clothes

i'm listening to Arhangel

my ear feels kinda itchy

i have a cactus in my room

hay, nice talking to you! :H

 

oh god my nose is so itchy and painful right now!

 

you know that having a cactus in your bedroom is pretty bad according to Feng Shui.. but dunno if you're into that stuff :tongue: actually if you don't think it's bad then it probably won't be

 

My wisdom tooth is coming in and my gum is flapping about.

I'm afraid I'm going to swallow it.

Would that count as cannabalism?

 

I was just Adding in a Random Thought that Blogs are Useful...

Found it an Interesting Read...

But Didn't Think it was my Place to Comment on Anything Specifically...

 

I don't like cliches and conformism.

I don't like overly trying to not be cliche or not conformist either.

I am not naive but still allow myself to dream.

I have my head in the clouds a lot but my feet are more grounded than ever.

Red is my current favorite color.

I am thinking about adopting a ferret.

My sister in Paris got a rat.

I don't feel bad not saying "african-american" but "black".. do they stupidely call whites "caucasian"?

I hate racial and religious stereotypes. They're fun sometimes as a joke.. but.. some people are SO serious about this it's scary.. just like I hate racism and religions in general. Everything that causes wars on Earth. That, and money.. and I wonder, is there even a battle for POWER alone anymore? If there's one, it's gotta be the new French president, Sarkozy. He reminds me of Napoleon..

I honestly believe that Madeleine was killed by her parents.

Christmas is disgustingly commercial.

I love scented candles and lights that make the bath water change colors.

 

gotcha

 

I feel for you! I got two wisdom teeth out and I need the remaining two gone very soon.. they're growing sideways, making all my front teeth move

I have a lot of dreams where I pull my own teeth out, and it's such a releiving feeling

I also dream I fly a lot and it the best

 

My parents are moving to Spain for a while.. where they lived for years.. in November

I'm glad I have my sister living in Montmartre in Paris now with her awsome bf cause that's just where I'll hang if not in Spain when coming back to Europe for vacations..

 

I have frequent dreams where all my teeth start to come loose, then slowly fall out as I'm just doing my everyday things.

I love my dreams when they're good, because it takes me forever after I get out of bed to "wake up". I'm still stuck in dreamland and a good dream sets the tone for the rest of the day.

More often than not, however, I have bad dreams about my family or best friend dying or getting hurt, or myself coming close to death, or just something terrible in general, so my days usually start off like shite.

It takes me like 2 hours to shake it off and really get it through my head that it was just a dream. I'll usually call whoever I had the dream about and make sure they're okay within like 2 seconds of waking up.

Vivid dreams aren't as great as some people would imagine... but I'd rather have bad dreams than no dreams.

 

I once had a shrink tell me my dreams were demonstrative of how much I love to escape reality! most people I know never dream they fly.. I do almost every night.. and apparently it's bad..

 

Flying isn't bad... it's the abrupt landing at the end of the flight that damages.

 

I never dream of flying, and I dream of most everything, so you are indeed unique.

Bah.

Dreaming of flying isn't bad. Escaping reality isn't bad, so long as you don't run so far away that you can't find your way back.

 

true..

 

I just had all four impacted wisdom teeth and two lower molars taken out last Tuesday....so heres to flappy gums and bloody drool!....and Flight of the Conchords!

 

I have to go to work soon

and my elbow itches.

Where did I put my Mountain Dew

it was over by the tv, but then it wasn't anymore.

 

There is no dark side of the moon, really. Matter of fact it's all dark.