DXM : Awake or Drowsy?

it sucks man. dont bother.

 

i really don't remember dxm much...lsd made me forget the buzz.

my last dxm trip i drank two 8 oz cvs brand max strength.
(only one i know that never has puked on the shit)
i know i was nauseous for a while but that subsided.
i did that extent because well i was stupid.
i hadn't done it in like 4 months so i lost a lot of my built up tolerances i think.
i did it more or less to leave reality and because i was adamant on trying that high of a dose once.
i also had ate a couple sucrets dm that added like 20 mg to the deal...i had them lying around cuz of actual sore throats.
so the total mg was 1426mg.
and damn.
i just remember watching some random anime hearing my dad come home telling him i was fucked up because i didn't care that he knew.
then i continued watching anime until i got the whole dxm boredom
i remembered from the time i did 12 ozs 4 months prior to keep myself from scratching because last time i got like massive ungodly looking welts on both of my sides from scratching.
but after i got bored with sitting i went to the living room because at that time blades of glory advertisements were around and i was stupified and didn't think that the movie was a real movie advertisement. But then me and my dad continued to watch nacho libre...then i blacked out.

i came out of it at 4 in the morning in a hospital bed with an iv in my arm and a catheter in my dick. which fucking was the worst part...hate catheters.

the lowdown of what had happened that night is i guess i watched the movie for a while then i started just staring wildly...ya know the dxm stare haha.
and i still don't know exactly what all happened...but anyway my dad was telling me that i was running into walls and walking on my ankles talking gibberish...my dad called my older cousin over to help me out and they took me out to my dads truck and put me in the passenger seat and closed the door and when my dad got to the driver seat i had flipped my whole body completely upside down head in the floor board feet at the headrest....crazy shit.

then i guess my whole family visited me...which is shitty as fuck.
i guess that when i got there and they tried to put the catheter in me i fought them off and they had to get three nurses to hold me down to put the thing in...and i guess i kept on pulling at it wanting it out...i'm happy i didn't the little air pump that keeps in the place would have ripped my dick aparttt bleeeh bad images again.

so when i came out of the blackout i was still buzzing hxc of course...i dosed it at like 9 pm and came out of the blackout at 4 am.
i had 3 or 4 doctors talk to me and lecture me and ask me if i was suicidal and then i had a counselor or something come in and ask me a whole bunch of question while i was still fucked up to boot.

i pretty much told them i did it because i was bored and didn't want to deal with normal life...i really don't think i would have needed to go to the hospital for it...you guys's opinions on it?

and to close the story i ended up getting out of that shit hole at 1 in the afternoon.

yup 9 hours half naked in a hospital bed wired up and pissed off...one of the longest mornings of my life.

didn't get in any big trouble with my family for it my aunt told me she'd buy me beer anytime and i got a paper that told me to go to drug counseling....not told but reccomended..and i thusly threw it away...recommendations are stupid....and i would only go to one of those if i was forced to haha...

then i stayed clean until me and lucy met up and started spending time together

never have touched a OTC pharm since.

i think dxm isn't that bad compared to shit like Dimenhydrinate and Diphenhydramine.

that shit is something i wouldn't touch with a 10 foot pole.
makes me gag thinking about it and i haven't done that in years.

being past the kiddie drugs makes me realize what they were kiddie drugs for people who don't have connections or a good amount of cash..cheap highs

also i am posting this completely sober
it's just a subject i have a lot to say on.

 

^^oh god, the dxm stare.... I seriously get scared when I look at myself in the mirror when I'm on it. I don't even look like myself, and my pupils remain HUGE for like two days afterward.

The first time I did DXM, I ended up in the hospital. It was ridiculous.

 

Fuck no, you would have came back just fine. There probly just really worried because you were soooo insanely twisted lol

 

i don't remember the dxm stare anymore.
haha.
i do miss the fact that on dxm i almost didn't have a sense of touch whatsoever.

the whole disattached dissociated feeling is nice.
maybe k will give me nostalgia in a way when i go down that hole once i get the chance and opportunity.
that will let me relive the dissociate feeling again in a better way

 

I took a 1000 mg dose once. Was pretty crazy. Never been able to do that sort of thing. Ever since then, I vomit every time I touch robotussin. Can't keep it down, ever.

 

damn ive collected about 1100 mg of dxm in liquid, capsules, and i guess they're new but these things that melt on your tounge.. im still debating on the dosage i should take...
ive also got 20g of xanax but i think if i start with them theyll send me to the hospital......
oohhh what to do

 

You could always dissolve those tongue things in water. Bet it'd taste bad though.