hi everyone this is the very first time that i have come out to anyone..i'm Bi. although i need some help, i'm cool with being bi, i have no problem with it on a conscious level although i've been looking at my dream meaning..and every single significant symbol in all of my dreams has mentioned something about some kind of inner struggle. it's like on a conscious level i'm cool with it but my sub-conscious is still struggling with it. what the fuck should i do? it's annoying man! In all seriousness you who read this will be the very first people to know that i am bi. peace
but yeah it's tricky getting things mentally sorted out and heightening your self spiritual and sexual awareness, i recommend you talk to other bi's
Yea I go through some weird stuff too,.like I'll be ok with being by,then out of nowhere I'll think I'm gay no I'm striaght no no no I've been through this 1000x I'm Bi damnit!!lol.It keeps happening and it's annoying as hell!!!that probably does not help you much but maybe knowing others go through struggles too might be a little reassuring.You're not alone,I agree with franzde talk to other Bi's,so many threads are about being confused I'd also check out the Coming out and Confused forum. * J*
Sexuality can be confusing at the best of times and it's only natural there is some internal conflict. And what to do? I suggest you don't do anything out of the ordinary for the short term, just carry on normal life. Use this time now to sort out what's going on in your head before coming out. Telling others too soon could potentially cause more trouble than it's worth. Any rejection you could receive may intensify your inner conflict. And then, when you know your mind is at rest then you can think about coming out of that closet! HTH
