Growing up is hard to do man!

Wow what a fucking time it' been

I missed you guys here but damn cocaine is a powerful fucking drug. I am sure plenty of you here have shit where you look back and just go, damn what the fuck was I doing? how could I be that stupid and selfish? For me I gotta add how could I fuck up two years of education...I completely failed out of university, then did the same after 1 semester at a tech school...and now I am working my ass off to make it without being too reliant on other people, but you can sure as hell belive that this is much better than trying to fit at least 3 g's of coke up me and my boyfriends noses every day, just damn im really dissapointed in myself

but I am not doing that shit anymore...almost 6 months without it! and the temptation has been there man..seriously..but nope. I hate it because when you can control the shit its all fun and sunshine but it goes black so fucking quick...

im much better and healthier and happier-full time job, i dunno im just good

and all the coke money now goes to weed, which is nice as fuck! haha

yeah im pretty blazed right now anyways but I just wanted to let all yall know I am back and better than ever!

yeah!

oh ummm...i guess..discuss acordingly...or sumthin

 

I know how you feel, i was doing a couple grams like every day or everyother day when i was slingin it, but now its just ganja for me. Its so much better to not feel like a chemical is controlling you

 

In constant repetition of that question, not so much anymore.. Im letting it go. Im good now :tongue:

 

damn its been awhile since i last heard from you. good to hear your doing well.

 

wooord. Glad to see you're getting out of that. I know a lot of friends who are controlled by coke. And yeah, like you said, its tons of fun when you can control it. But from my personal experience, my good friends have turned into jerks and assholes after consistent abuse of coke.

Good to see you're doin better! Keep it up

 

Damn good you stopped. Coke has a way of lying to you - one more bump will be the last (till the next). You go girl!

 

yeah no shit man!

sorry wasnt trying to start a post that had been done before, but anyways..of cousrse it figures that like 10 min after I posted this my computer went all angry at me and is still MIA but I am using the folks laptop to work on my typing for work.

Thanks for the welcome back guys!

 

Welcome back, indeed.

I'm lovin the tat, btw.

 

Welcome back, I went threw the same shit. I havent done coke in over a year and have no cravings anymore.

 

thanks! got a peace sign in the time i have been gone too but its not my computer so i aint got it on here...

but damn i missed you guys! hehe yay

 

Well, you need to get a pic on here. I have a pic of my tattoo in my gallery, which I don't feel like posting now, but check it out.

And we've missed you too.....at least, those of us who have been here long enough to remember you. lol

 

i was put into rehab at the age of 14 years old for coke addiction
im only 15 now
wow haha i was fucked up
i shot heroin at 14! wowww
its crazy seeing how much ive learned in the past year
weed is still the best thing ever.