I would really like some help

Ok, now I want to make one thing clear. I know that I am using this forum as a sounding board. I don't need anyone to tell me that, I plan on reading all of the posts here, please, please, don't just criticize my seeking advice.

OK, that said, any other advice is welcome with open arms.

I just came back from two and a half months on the road. I came back for good reasons, but I now regret the decision to come home with ever inch of my being. I am quite lonly here with very few like minded people to share myself with.

On the way home I met a girl, she was going home, the same as I, from Maui, she was only spending two months there, then going back to her true home in Maui. I fell head over heels with her in the day and a half we spent glued to each other on the bus. I know it isn't love, more like a stong infatuation, but she was the most likeminded, intelligent, attractive woman I have met.

I have tried to call her, I have her number, where she is staying. I have talked to her a couple times, but I have not been able to reach her lately. I have a bit of a problem with answering machines, I don't use them, ever. Before we parted ways in Denver, she invited me to stay with her if I was ever in Maui.

Every part of me wants to go, I have met more that a couple people from the area (I camped in what became Aloha camp at the Rainbow Gathering, long live the POPCORNER) and the climate is exactly what I want. Should I go? If I can't get ahold of her before I she leaves her family to go home, would it be weird if I just showed up there? Is it worth the risk? I know these are all questions I have to answer myself, but I don't have anyone to talk about these things with at the moment, so I turn to the like minded people of the Hip Forums for a sounding board.

Thank you.
--- Mark

P.S. If you are from Maui message me on yahoo or AOL I would love to chat with you.

P.P.S. For that matter if you are someone who posts on the forums, or just reads them please message me, I would love to chat with you.

 

LOL I'm no where near there! But I'll tell you one thing, if you want to go, and you have the means to do so. Get off your ass and go!!! But don't just show up at her house and expect to mooch off of her for too long. Make sure you will be able to survive in case things don't work out. Otherwise, I say you are young, go have an adventure. If true love develops super, if not, at least you won't regret not trying.

Wish I could just drop everything and go somewhere new. Unfortunatly I've got too many responsibilities at this point in life.