I had the weirdest dream recently, it was so effed up. I was a little kid, and this adult was making me suck his d*ck. I knew I didn't feel right about it, but I didn't understand what was happening. I was a kid with a kids mind. Normally when I have messed up dreams and forget about them right away, but for some reason this one is sticking with me. I dont' THINK I dreamt a real memory, but I'm not sure, for some reason I can't get this one out of my head. It felt so real. Dreams are not normally repressed memories though, are they? That was probably totally random. I can't seem to shake it though. I need to just forget I dreamt that right.
to say that a kid doesn't know what's happining because the're a kid, is a common myth. that much of it is something the dominant culture conditions us to want to believe, for a variety of reasons, often having to do with misguided perceptions of self intrest. anything we can immagine can become completely real in the dream world of experiencing it. even things we haven't or can't. so dreaming something is no evidence of anything one way or another. other perhapse, then the possibility of a kind of nontangable internet, that has existed psyonicly, possible from before there was even a human species on this earth, but as long as there have been sentient awairnessess in this universe, which may have been for ever. =^^= .../\...
