to be brief, Ive been a whoremonger most of my life.Whores and Hoes, one or two freaky bitches... And I lie about my age. I met a girl i like.I told her i was 42.Shes 34. Shes studying law. Im afraid of her, since shes normal. Can a pervert like me ever have a normal relationship? How much of my sordid past am i going to have to tell her about? How much will she find out just by intuition? I cant ever tell the truth about picking up 18 year old whores and cumming on thier face and stuff. I would like some insight into this.Im not scared of whores but im scared of her.
It is better to keep your mouth shut and be thought of as a fool,than to open your mouth and remove all doubt.
whoa your last post said it all..nope ya wont ever have a normal woman i think most women would scare you cause theyd force you to admit & confront your own darkness & misery with therapy though you might be able to have asemi normal one..but shed have to be extremely patient & understanding & youd have to be sincere in your desireto desserve her
I can't even believe that people are still responding to this guys posts. It is the same things EVERY time.
Yea. I guess thats about rihgt. come to think of it. youve been right in everything youve ever said about my posts. thanks.Truth is a bitch aint it??but thanks .
actually , my good man, the "normal" is you, the clown, while the abnormal is assymptomatic of artistic genius, but i dont want to lecture swine.
ya just have alotta negative views that keep drivin u back from meanningful relationships back to easy hoes its been a pattern for a long time but its never too late to work on yourself, i mean you seem to wish you could be woith a normal girl right? but u just get scared & run to whats easy requires no effort or personality, & it all really comes down to fear dont it? fear of failure fear of intimacy & above all fear of letting a real, good woman see the mess you made of yourself but putting effort into yourself, your attitude, getting therapy will go a long way towards showing your not just gonnagive up & be weak & try to be a better person then ya might have a shot..even more then a shot id never call ya hopeless, but times runnin out & your fairly set in your ways, & change takes time, so theres only now to start
How much will she find out just by intuition? Well u don't have to tell her anything unless she asks directly and she won't unless u give her reason to. Like when it comes time to lovemaking will you be able to be a mutual lover. If ur gonna be as gratuitous as u make yourself out to be on these forums she'll tell right away that something is off and it'll even turn her off, women don't like selfish lovers. You're gonna have to give up some sexual hangups if you really want to be with a normal woman.
I really dont want to bring this to the top, so im editing it -in case anyone sees-Thanks everyone for the great advice.And sorry again for the drunk rant i hope not too many people saw that i deletd. mamn Alloynym yor a smart cookie. I dont know if your m/f and it dont matter i guess, and I do love eating pussy more than anything, but since i havent been with a real chick , and I wouldnt eat the clap-traps i have been with, ive had to suffer. let me tell you, its aefull having a 20 year old cutie begging you to eat her snatch and not doing it for fear of an std.thats something ill always regret but at least im deisese free.Anyhow I wrote that chick telling her im honestly scared to talk to her cause i have a real inetrest in her, and she wrote me back Saturday telling me its ok, dont be scared, but i still havent called her-but i did go back to another prostitute-best fuck i think ive ever had.But it would be great to find a steady girl so I could eat some damn pussy!! Im not worried about lovemaking. Once I give her the Shockah and beat up that box real good, I wont be able to get rid of her, im sure.
uhmmm I remember some of your posts... you don't go down on girls and you don't even believe in the female orgasm. I did not read your long post in the men's forums but I did read them here and this is what I remember... those are big hangups, or were you just airing out, either way if u won't go down and lotsa girls will want that, that may get in the way of keeping her. What the heck is shockah?
you started off this relationship by lying about your age? probably wont turn out well look, you don thave to go into detail about your past, like the fact that youve cum on an 18 year olds face. no potential girlfriend wants to hear about that shit (ok, well, a few do but not most). honestly all you have to say is that youve been stupid in the past about relationships and made some dumbass decisions. and stop referring to women as whores. itll endear you to no one
GJG-relationships are ALL based on communication and foremost trust values morals HONESTY and everything else. If you bring all the baggage with you how do you think the one you want to be with is going to feel ..... BUT if you carry an empty bag around and start FRESH and secure they will feel safe and loved. Goes both ways. Life isn't about 'screwing' theres so much more to life than that. You know take a moment and reflect upon what you want in relationship.. Because if your giving out what you don't want than theres obviously something wrong with the pattern right??
