I met Zev and Alex the same weekend... one day after eachother. I REALLY like Zev, I've never felt this way about someone even though we had a short time together. We're gunna hang out Saturday and I'm SO excited, but until then I've met Alex. Literally, 24hours after Zev, came Alex... who is a LOT more forward with me. Zev seems interested, but I've been away from him this whole week and around Alex every day. I still want Zev, even though i've kissed Alex and cuddled with him, and will see him tonight. I'm tripping for the first time at a friends house and he'll be there, sleepover...hmmm... I'm worried. I'm not sure where my emotions lie... I keep thinking of Zev but Alex is falling SO hard for me, it's hurting me more. I don't know what to do/say... and honestly... I'm a bitch cuz I can't decide what I feel so I've been letting Alex hold me and get close to me, partly cuz I want comfort, partly cuz maybe I like him? But Zev and I have good SOBER times... I've never NOT been high around Alex. But I don't want to hurt him. He's a great guy but he has a kid, drug warrants... ugh... a lot of baggage and I prolly have too much too... PLEASE... Especially guys... this is the first time this has ever happened to me... what should I tell Alex so he is the least bit hurt he can be. I'm pretty sure I'm going for Zev, he's better for me and I just feel different... I dunno...
i vote for the one who sounds less complicated, the Zev who you feel is better for you anyway. going for teh bad boy is just, well, stereotypical
or you could just do the typical thing and pretend you want alex for a couple months and then just let him see you with z; it's easiest for you that way and honestly who cares about the guys whose emotions you're fucking with?
Don't pick the one who is falling for you THAT fast and is hanging around everyday. trust me, that gets old fast.
