was it ok that I replied seeing as I know you, and felt the need to give some feedback? I was the first *shrug* and I am the oldest by 3 months so I'm now feeling a tad offended.
i mean, i don't hate you, i don't even dislike you. we're just not getting along. WTF? we've been bugging the crap out of each other and dragging other people into it for a LONG time now. i'm sick of it.
i had those thoughts, but that was back when i was depressed, suicidal, and didn't give a shit.heh. i'd literally walk by someone and an image would pop up in my head of me strangling them or something. there were times it was so overpowering (the image, not the deisre) that i couldnt even walk. i havent had one in a year now, thank goodness! i think its normal. but yeah...no acting on it.
Yeah I have some guns....legally purchased....uh.......yeah........they were legally purchased.....those was that flesh eating bacteria...uh... But seriously many people fantasize about killing people...that's like 90% of my dreams....and I dream like once a month! I think the line gets crossed when in reality you start writing up blueprints of how to kill someone. Oh, and remember, fantasizing about killing a guy who stole your girl, is absolutely normal, and if you actually want to go through it, it's still fine, it's when you mess up by letting the severed head roll down the hill and in between the small cave underneath the water near the shore, THAAAT's when you know you have a problem on your hands....just saying.
i dont ever think about like actually killing some one but i have thought like, say, during church "if some one was gonna do a school shooting now would be the perfect time since 250 kids are forced into one small room". i know its fucked up but it keeps me awake on wendsdays
I used to fantasize about killing this one dude, then I thought about just beating him up, then spraying his works van with "junkie". Then slashing the tires. Now I just think about hugging him, the poor guys only ever known hatred, what good would it do to reinforce that hatred?