after a couple hours laughing on the floor looking at my food and not eating it. describing it as an "orgasm of hatrid in my mouth" and then walking around for sever hours i always feel so rediculeusly mortal at the end of my trips it feels as though i have wasted away to nothing in only a few hours, my clothes merely rags draped over my bones. like a skleleton. it is on these trips that i have learned to deal with the fact that i was almost certin i was dead walking amongst the living. but its really starting to get to me. last time i said for my next trip i want fruit. so it took us 7 hours to get to the store and we ended up with 1 pommegranite 2 mango and no knife. plus our eyes were so dialated and i couldnt bear to look at anyone. by the end i felt so weak. at the end of these trips i always give myself a stomach ache trying to replenish the water i lost sweating and the weight i seem to have lost other wise. inother words I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!! i have resolved last night that i think i should start eating meat (7 year vegetarian) to put on some pork and join the overweight population. that way i couldnt possibly "waste away to nothing" off of some acid. all in all it was a beautiful trip. there were alot of bad vibes but we collectively kind of just tuned them out and ignored them. if anyone else has shared this experience please post what u think cause its really getting to me to the point i dont want to drop again. ANYWAYS peace
what can you learn from your trip or trips? until you learn what it is that causes your bad trips you will continue to have them. i rarely have bad trips anymore and if i do i always know why. i find that it is best when i drink water often when i am tripping - that way i dont have to drink too much at once. it is also possible to drink too much water. i dont eat on LSD unless it is near the end of the trip and i am hungry. a bad trip is always trying to tell you something. you do it to yourself so you must assume that what is happening you want for yourself. it must be in your best interest to experience a bad trip. figure out what you need to learn or maybe change your outlook on some things and realize you are in control and make the best of it. you do it to yourself.
3xi said it all. You did that to yourself. Every trip with Lucy is telling you something and you should be able to learn from it. You just need to face yourself and your fears. You felt exhausted cause you didn't enjoy your tripping. Otherwise Lucy is giving you so much energy. You should drink water during tripping and eating comes later when acid is fading cause there is no body to feel. This is something you should see with yourself. Maybe your lifestyle or your point of view on some things has to change. Well, nobody knows you better than you.
I trip harder during a bad one...and I usually learn a lot more on what I have to do. My last trip I dosed 10 and it was in a time in my life that I had to either sink or swim. The trip instilled the idea to swim :3 Now, 2 weeks later...I feel happy and free. I haven't done any drug since then...and I don't really feel the need to. Only habit I wish I could kick is them damn cigarettes.
after my trip, i felt like a shroud, like my sensations were not a part of me, they were simply things i was aware of. normally, if i feel my fingers, i feel the sensation IN my fingers. but after my trip, i touched my fingers together and instead i felt the sensation located in my mind. this is actually where the sensation IS occuring, but it is much less comfortable than when the sensation seems to come from the finger itself
