So ive taken e a lot of times. Ive done an array of different pills including molly. People always decribe ecstasy as being an iincredibly intense feeling of love and rubbing shit feels good, etc. People say its the best you can ever feel. I have not found E to be an intense experience, Pot is more intense for me (not as good a high), but definitely stronger. Is this cuz i havent taken good pills or what? Molly was great, but It wasnt speedy or empathetic enough coulda been mda maybe? I was wondering, because I have a great desire to have an intense E experience like people have put on erowid. Some reports make it seem like the best thing to happen to them. Is there any hope for me or o I have a natural tolerance. And btw, ive take the legit Gs Up Hoes DOwn and while I like it, it wasnt empathetic or speedy at all it felt like an acid trip almost.
i don't want to doubt you or say you don't get good pills or anything like that, but that would be my first guess. umm... all i can think of is to test your pills, and fast the day you plan to roll... i hope it works for you, it's such a beautiful experience. sorry i'm not much help.
yeah dude, rolling is a pretty intense feeling. Not like tripping, a diff kind of intense. There is no doubt you get shoddy product man. Good pills are really hard to find nowadays especially if your not in or near an inner city. Alot of people when i talk to them about rolling say shit like "eh E is alright, not my thing i guess." Its people like that who might as well be wearing a "My name is ____ and I get shitty rolls" t-shirt. Your internally program to love E. The only reason you love while sober is because of serotonin and thats the medium to get you high on E. If you rolled and didnt have an absolutely incredible and loving experience then you got shoddy pills bro. Dont be fooled either, just because its molly doesnt make it any better. Molly is easily adulterated because its powder-ish. G's Up Hoes Down in circulation right now are high test MDA pills. Pure mda with no adulterant. G's Up Hoes Down are notorius for containing mda/mdma combos. I consumed 3 1/2 of these pills 3 weeks ago and immediately came to the MDA conclusion. After i camed down i checked pillreport. MDA loaded g's up everywhere. MDA lacks the love and the peak that is associated with MDMA. Not as muched serotonin as released so the resulting high is more speedy, psychedelic and not as warm, groovy or loveydovey.
The biggest thing is setting and fasting the day of taking your pills. If you are in an setting that will make you happy naturally and that has music with lots of bass going you should roll very hard. Thats how peaked. I went to a techno festival just to chill with friends out side on a nice summer day by a river and the music in the background made it so much better. The felling I got was like a wave coming over me. I felt like a pressure crushing me that made me fell very comfortable, and my vision became crystal clear. It was amazing.
I hear stories of people getting orgasmic feeling just by like rubbing a table or something. But I've taken 3 or 4 pills at a time and I just talk non stop and get really into music and lights. I'm pretty sure the shit I get is just full of tweak though. If you've done mollys you should have had a good roll I think.
just a matter of taking more pills is all. i woudnt take any less than 2 to start with. and if i had more id planned to take which i usually do, i take them about an hour later, cause if you take em any later they wont do shit. some pills at hi dosages make me walk into walls and into stuff just in a pure state of absolute ecstasy. eyes rolled back pulling myself along the floor unable to even speek to people talking to me. just moaning. man thinkin of it holy crap is good. pure heaven. do other people get this? i have to say i love it when it happens. only pills with lots of mdma do it. this stage doesnt last to long tho.
alright, this advice makes me feel pretty good. Ill take your word for the fact that Im probably not getting good pills. Im not one of these guys who takes pride in getting quality drugs and argues on behalf of the pills they ingest. Even though i takin E like 15 times, Id still consider myself to be a novice because I havent felt the intesity that PsychMike has described. Ill give as many goes as it takes to find bomb pills.
I've got pretty much the same situation as you... I've done a moderate amount of ecstasy, but I've only got (I think) Real MDMA once... It was so amazing, walking around with my arm around my girlfriend and the grass was just all blended... I was sitting on the ground rubbing a wall =P Anyways... That was only one batch of pills I had... The most common E i've done are blue G's and they weren't good. Also orange smileys, not so good... The pink dolphins though =D those were the ones... I really really really wish I could find good ecstasy like those.
how many are yous taking at a time anyway. dont expect to have an intense or overly amazing experience on just one pill even if it is good.
My homie has two 15's in his van, with a peice of wood laying over the boxes. At some point around the time I peaked I layed on top of the subs, of course while they were slappin. ....I almost came in my pants. No fucken joke. Had 2 pills I think.
i usually take 2, ive never been able to get more cuz i usually get 5 and do it with friends. gs up hoes down were intense, but yeah i guess I have to give high doses of MDMA a try. Im pretty sure that the molly might have been mda too because the trip was pretty chilled out. Anybody who knows about any good pills in mass (logo and color, etc pm me). Ive looked on pill reports, but maybe some of you know.
a couple of possibilities - goofydrummer you are a shallow human without the capacity for deep feelings. lets hope this is not the one! -your friends are shit. this is a high possibility when hanging out with certain types of druggies- methheads. this possibilitiy ties in closely with the next one: -the pills have all been speed based. some areas simply have a lot of speed going aorund, so the pills do too. dealers who deal ice and pills can often end up getting pills with lots of speed. -the pills were shit. this possibility is very low considering youve tried 15 times. assume youve had strong pills, but not much mdma. also, look at your friends. are they haveing intense experiences? if they are having mind splitting throes of ecstacy but you are not, then it is possible that the first possibility listed above is the one. but we all hope this is not the case.
My friends like it, but are not having what id call euphoric or empathetic highs. My friends are all great people and we're all capable of having profound and emotional experiences-particularly with LSD, so I am assuming that something about the pills themselves are low quality of not entirely MDMA. Ive consumed MDA and loved the high, but I am still looking for that empathetic high. The feeling of empathy is one I have found with acid and sometimes with morphine, and because ecstasy quitissential empathogen, I seek to have a full-out MDMA trip, with no other drugs to taint it. I think I get the picture now-I will need to go on a quest for good pills. Thanks for the input people. The problem is, nobody from my school or any of my friends have much experience with X, so It's hard to know what exactly theyre classifying as a "good high on E", since there is nothing to compare it to except for the pills we get in our town, which are all pretty much identical. Ive looked at reviews of some pills ive gotten on Pillreports.com and they all have mdma low amounts in them or are just methbombs. The best ones ive gotten are the green pumas which were mdma medium, but I only took 2-3 each time over the period of a night. Those were the best highs, but werent intense.
seriously though man... at least half of all ecstasy users probably have no idea what it means to REALLY roll. They get the occasional mda pill and are psyched out about the "BEST BEAN EVERRR"... In my travels anyways, very few people aside from those who have used back in the day or for extended periods know about real ecstasy...placebo plays into it quite a bit for noobs. Plus pills are so bad nowadays that 1/10 out of all the beans going around are crap. I know thats not universal in all places, my friend from Florida said all the rolls down there are really clean and really potent every time. Shit even at festials I can't find good beans anymore...whatever, they got old for me a while ago anyways
well all the pills i get are from the Gold Coast, NSW.aus. dont know if yous know anything about there. but lets just say theres alot of drugs at the Gold Coast. lots and lots of pills everywhere. theres still the occasional shit pill. but usually if you take 2 you should be rolling face.
