Basically. I've taken some mushrooms and I've been feeling really...fucked. I'm actually really confused and I'm going to use this empty space as somewhere I can write something down, because everything feels so distant yet so overwhelmingly embracing... Anyway, I'm finding it hard to embrace something, if you will, that I'm not entirely sure is there. Everything's abit of a muddle, but I'm sure if you can take the time to read this then something's happening...I think I'm just overwhelmed by this feeling and of everything. I'm going to stop, because I have no idea what I'm talking about, but if you see me somewhere just point and stare (please don't, for Christ's sake.) Urgh...
*points and stares* no really i didn't just do that. just try to mellow out awhile, and you should have a good trip. i haven't seen any random ramblings elsewhere so maybe you already feel a bit better. how much did you take? out of my own curiosity. i hope you have lots of fun throughout the rest of your shroom journey.
life is a funny old game..... we spend all our time trying to "live it", only to realise thats actually trying to ESCAPE it. It's crazy i tells ya!
How's it going there, Luke? Where you at? Cause you're doing a bit of travelling at the minute are you not? If you're back home now, where you been? Was it good? I read something really cool the other day: The nervous system can't tell the differance between a real experience and an imaginary one. So if you're ever feeling a bit out of sorts with your surroundings, you can stop for a moment and lose yourself in a memory of a really calm, or happy time. And certain physical actions can alter. Nervous belly, tremours, whathaveyou.
I have the worst headache...I think I've done enough mushrooms for awhile. It hit me hard and fast, probably due to the fact that I was chewing the same mushrooms for about 30 minutes until they turned to liquid...Hmmm...I went through a point where everything seemed totally illogical to me, and I was really confused because I didn't understand anything at all.
Well at least it makes you appreciate normality more when it comes back... Hope you're ok young Matthews
i ate a portobello mushroom the other day. things were pretty illogical to me, too. wait, they still are.
you can watch your hair grow read a book take a walk listen to music observe people pretend your in a movie and go off and make it your own. love the world is your and all your right now. take advantage of it. wish i was there with ya
Fair enough though let's face it he's more likely to be curled up in a corner sweating and talking gibberish to himself...
i wish when people took these drugs they took the time to learn something with a "better" understanding. to really get into things like books and nature flying kites talking with friends about the unknown or even solo trips where you just lose yourself in the woods and really takel everything your subconcious mind was trying to comrehend and grasp a better understanding of yourself...
Ok, here Ill break it down for you. Life started out as bacteria growing forth from a heated up bowl of soup (the earth in front of the Sun). We dance out from the ocean onto land. Aliens see this going down, and send magic mushroom spores sailing on a solar wind which plant themselves on earth. People eat them, and suddenly we evolve into a new form of consciousness : Self- Consciousness. Now all we have to do is wait and see what happens next. Hope this helps with your future mushroom trips
