I used MDMA for about 3-4 months, one time a week on average. The last few times were shit, all I felt was an enormous amount of anxiety and pretty much it. Will I ever get the magic back? All in all, I'm happy it's over, it showed me what it had to show me and that's about it. I would still like to do it occasionally, but not if I'm just gonna be feeling anxiety.
you probably just need to start taking more pills/molly to feel "the magic" again. or quit thizzing for awhile
don't just take more, that's crappy advice. stop for a while, at least a few months. maybe try to find a source that you know is pure/close to pure. i think it'll come back .
that's what I'm gonna do, wait it out a few months... the good thing is that I am in no hurry, it was fucking me up. I've got a few capsules of pure molly, and not even that would do the trick.
think of it this way - if a few caps wont hit the spot, you are way off the appropriate human baseline for mdma tolerance. furthermore, it is likely that you are highly defficient in serotonin.
i abused a substance in a short amount of time. it showed me what it had to, but now it feels so artificial and gives me anxiety. i need to lay off the drug scene a bit, at least reduce it, get back in touch with weed and all it can show me. in a matter of months i tried acid, opium, cocaine, dxm, mdma, ketamine and ghb. i need to detox a bit, ha
i think a lot of times with mdma, once you *get it* it stops working... at least for a while. i don't know, i think the universe does everything on purpose. like leary said (i think it was leary) once you get the message, hang up the phone. well, mdma knows when you get the message, and it hangs up first. so if you don't, you'll just be listening to dial tone after a while. you're never done learning, but there comes a point when you don't need the same thing repeated to you anymore, and you've got to just live with it for a while before you're ready to move on. just what i think. how it seems with me.
