Im not gonna just tell a little bit about my self because in order for the people to understand me youd have to know what ive been before.please read on past the first three sentences to see why i say what i say. Lets see for the about 17 years of my life ive been a follower, a wanna-b gang memeber,wanna-b black guy, wana b drug dealer,wana b everything that i wasnt. Ive allways been the poor fat white kid who struggled with acceptence. Till recently in august i changed. Ive allways smoked marijuana and exp. with recreational drugs but something changed drasically about me for some odd reason. when i smoke now i feel alright i feel at home and okay with my self. with that in mind i became my own person. I am now happy with my self being who i am. Ive lost 40 ibs through effort and hard work. I am now fit.Ive grown to want to learn. I have lots of abstract views towards things. I belive in many things others dont see eye to eye with me on. Reason i see this is okay now is because now that i am my own person I feel more proud with my self. I have lots of sorta like personal philisophies that since i was somehow changed ive been able to enlighten other people with my views.I was once ignorant do not hold me for it. Instead i would like to get to know this community and gather more knowledge of the life i know embrace as my own.
Hello youngjoshuatree & Welcome to the forums. Glad you found us and I hope you find the path you are searching for. Sometimes its the one least traveled. Do your own thing, find yourself, be HAPPY, you are unique in all the universe. Keep your eyes wide open to the endless possibilities. I wish you well on your journey. Peaceful thoughts your way.... Farmout
