I seroiusly dont, and it depresses me. Ive fucked up school am now in grade 12 with 12 credits, the only job I can get right now in my town I cnat work at cuz the chemicles there give me allergic reactions. I dont knwo what I want to do for the rest of my life. sometimes I wish I didnt live at all because its so fucking hard for me to make a decision. on top of that my dads a big mouthed asshole the only thing he can do is tell me how im a fuckin doper and that Im gonna end up in jail. my mom keeps telling me to do school for her. even tho I know Im failing already. this sucks.
Well yeah having a high school diploma or GED will help you in whatever you do most likely, and you can go to a community college or something. But aside from that, you shouldn't know what you wanna do at 18 anyway. I just figured out what I wanna do and I'm on my third year in college so don't worry. No reason to rush... just experience and figure out what you enjoy and what you could possibly do with it job-wise. You'll figure it out. And let me just say that whatever attitude you have will affect the outcome of the situation. If you think you're gonna fail then you're gonna fail. But maybe if you are optimistic you can do it
The first thing you should do is tell yourself that you have the power to do whatever you want, it's a matter of how willing you are to achieve your dreams. School is important, and if you're willing to do well (I'm hoping realization of your current situation will encourage this) there ARE people that will help you. I promise. Tell your guidance counselor or a teacher. There's summer school and virtual school, you might be held back a while but it will pay off in the long run. It's best to start thinking of what you would like to do. You are 18, so you should have some idea of what you like to do. Just pick something out and go with it. Put yourself around good people that will back you up and help you out. You have the power to be whatever kind of person you would like to be. Do what makes you happy, but think about happy in the long run too. Security financially and futuristically will give you a peace of mind, and there are many ways you can do this for yourself in an enjoyable manner. If you would like further advice or ever need to talk, feel free to message me. I check my messages everyday. :]
