Numerology - I think I'm the anti-christ.

meh. that's not so unusual. they crucified all sorts of people. it was their most visible death penalty.

 

Is it really my youth or my higher-self?

I'm not asking anyone to believe me, I too would find it quite hard to believe.

My name isn't the only evidence I have of me possibly being the "anti-christ".
The fact that I have no karma and my astrological chart reinforces the idea.

Either way, I have high ambitions and will most likely assume a leadership role of some sort.

If I truly am the "anti-christ", than obviously I'll prove myself over time - I'm only 17.

But mark my words, you guys heard it here first.

 

have you discussed your delusions of granduer? and you'd have to prove the existance of karma before you could convince anyone you don't have it. and the astrological charts. that stuff is fun, but i think you've got some magical thinking going on big time. i'm not one to completely disregard all things spiritual, but i'm not get any power vibe off you at ALL.

 

I'm confused now, Bl4ck, because when you first wrote this post I assumed you must be half serious. Now I'm less sure. Please can you clear this up? Are you:
1. joking, you know you're not the Antichrist
2. considering, you're exploring the possibility
3. confident- you think its more likely than not
4. certain- you know you are definitely the Antichrist

Let me guess, Athiest?
good guess. I haven't been rational all my life though. Less than a year ago I thought I was psychic.

Are you forgetting Math developed from Numerology?
I can't forget what i never knew. please provide a link to a site that explains the origin of maths. I'm on wikipedia (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Math#History) and it doesn't mention numerology i'm afraid.

Just because we've developed an advanced form of numbers does not make Numerology a false science.
I never suggested this, although its not clear what you are trying to say. Are you saying that maths is an extension of numerology, rather than a replacement?

maths does not disprove numerology. logic, rationality , and the scientific method do.

 

Delusions?

Listen, I don't believe I truly am the "anti-christ", what I am saying is - if the prophecy is true, than it is POSSIBLE that I could very well be. I'm not delusional or crazy, I'm actually a very logical person And when I talk about the "anti-christ", I'm not talking about him in the traditional sense.

Like I said, the anti-christ could actually be the next - Buddha, the next great teacher, he's not "evil or full of sin, or a beast".

 

you have any idea, how many times in the course of my life, i heard someone proclaiming desperately the same thing you are right now? that their somehow more special than all the rest of the human animals around them? too many times for me to listen once again to a mish mash of desperate seeking of validation from various metaphysical sources. your desperation and desire for somethig bigger than you are places you squarely in the middle of the rest of the teenagers i've ever known. would a buddha CARE? i don't think so.

 

I'd have to pick #2.

Maybe you should research Gemetria instead of Numerology, as Gemetria comes from the greeks - it is the original form which later developed into Math.

If you take the time to learn numerology, which isn't very hard at all - very basic math, you'll see that it is very logical.

01/29/1990 - my birthdate. I'll give you an example of how Numerology works:

1+2+9+1+9+9+0=
3+9+1+9+9+0=
12+1+9+9+0=
13+9+9+0=
22+9+0=
31+0=
31

You can't have double digits in numerology, everything is brought down to it's single digit, so 3 + 1 = 4

Coincidentally, my name, in numbers, comes out to 616:

6+1+6 = 13
1+3 = 4

My birthhour: 12:55pm

1+2+5+5 = 13
1+3 = 4

Birthplace: Detroit, Michigan, U.S.A

Grand Rapids MI aread code: 616

Are you going to tell me these are all coincidences?

Ofcourse, you can say that I'm looking for patterns or it's random chance, but seriously - I don't think so.

 

I never once said I thought I was better than anyone else or "higher" than anyone else, quit with the accusations.

I said I am more in tune with my higher-self. Your posts reak of negative energy. Sure, my posts may come off as being very egotistical, but I'm not.

And would a buddha care? First of all, who are you to dictate what buddha cares and doesn't care about? Buddha cares about everyone, buddha see's all as being equal. There is no such thing as "good" and "evil" in this Universe, only positive and negative. Good and evil are terms made up by the human race, to impose an act of control.

To be fully enlightened, to attain harmony and a sense of balance, one needs to experience both positive and negative sides. You can't have one without the other.

I have transcended the physical reality, I am not bound by it. I have found a perfect way to smoothly float through life and the universe, I have achieved balance. I have come back here not for my own personal needs, but to expand my knowledge and share it with others. If you knew me as a person, you wouldn't be saying the things your saying about me. I am selfless, no lie, I have a sense of unconditional love for everyone.

Say what you want, but don't sterotype me when you know shit all about me.

 

then WHY! oh why! are you trying to PROVE yourself to complete strangers with sketchy metaphysical ramblings? why? seriously, you're like every other teenager i've ever seen.

 

Bl4, I think you'd make a helluva great antichrist--you've got my vote. But regardless of whether you is or you isn't, it seems to me that you would strongly benefit by developing your sense of humor. I don't think you're having as much fun as you should be. What's the point of being the antichrist if you can't get a few good laughs out of it? I mean, seriously. LOL

 

It seems to me that you're getting too caught up on ideas introduced by a compilation of myths and stories in which every last word has been nitpicked to conform to the Christian Church.

Now that's not to say you're not something special. I don't know anything about numerology, so I can't say you're wrong there. Perhaps you'll be one of the warriors of Pahanna.

You should read up on the 2012 stuff, you might find more about your destiny.

 

Funny you suggest that as I already know everything about the 2012 stuff, and my destiny is apart of it.

I am one of the overseers of the transition.

 

i keep hearing the wails of waco....

 

Transition? Where are we transitioning to?

 

Perhaps I used the wrong word?

I am talking about the elevation of the human consciousness as a whole. The change of the human collective unconscious into the collective conscious?

The 4th ascension if you will.

 

Good for you, than ignore my thread. :talk2hand

 

And this is going to happen in 2012? To the entire human race?

 

It is one possible path, a path that is now very likely to happen, however, nothing is "set in stone".

 

Good answer, Bl4. There are lots of folks who are already there. Did you know about those?

This is a path that has been open to everyone since the beginning, and will always be. The parade of souls is eternal, but can change direction.

Don't ask me where these words came from...I'm writing this from somewhere I don't usually go.

 

I'd have to pick #2.

I'm slightly relieved.

You know I said that I used to think I was psychic? Well luckily I managed to work out that I'm not at 19. I'm 20 now and I've put the whole experience behind me. Anyway- it started when I was 17.

So how did I become deluded? I'll tell you.

1. Firstly I had a very open mind. I would consider anything a possibility unless it could be proved false.
2. There would be times when I would think of something, and then it would happen, or get really strong Deja vu.
3. I began to consider the possibility I was psychic.
4. Also I would have much preferred to have been psychic than not.

This meant if I found evidence that supports my theory that I am psychic I would be likely to believe it, and if i found evidence that didn't support my theory then I would question it, try to make the evidence wrong. I would also direct all my efforts towards proving my belief true. I would rarely come across evidence that suggested my belief was false.

I was unwittingly biased towards finding myself psychic, although I thought i was discovering truth.

5. With more evidence supporting my theory than going against it, I began to think it was probable i was psychic.
6 As time went on I would become certain of my belief. I was delusional.
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No one on this forum has agreed that you are the antichrist. Would your friends or family? Does this mean everyone else is wrong and you are right?
What if you're a similar person to me when i was your age? does that mean you're at stage 4? Can you risk becoming deluded?

When you hit stage 6 you are well and truly trapped. I was incredibly lucky to get out of it.