I'm generally good at identifying my own dreams, but I wanted some outside insight. :] My dream: I was at my dad's house, and this gentle teenage girl seemed lost. Suddenly her family came and she seemed scared. We both realized she was dead. Then only way to get her to go to heaven was to have us all die (for the living [ie my brother and I] we would only stay dead a short time). When I died there was a small pain in my chest then we were in heaven... I'm pretty sure it was a store like walmart/nordstroms. We were all naked and everyone else got to the selection of clothes before I did. I couldn't stop smiling in my dream. Keep in mind I'm actually a very sad person. It was very nice in 'heaven' But, I couldn't find my brother. I wasn't able to, I supposed he was in another heaven. Can anyone tell me what you think of this? What does it mean? Is it my mind telling me to attempt suicide again?
the fact that you couldn't find your brother might be telling you NOT to "attempt suicide again". besides, when you're asleep and dreaming, you're already in that sort of maliable reality, and then experiencing something like death to go to another level of it, well just because we dream something doesn't mean we KNOW anything. naked in a wall mart seems to suggest that you haven't gotten into imagineering for yourself what could be, and only expect to choose between what is "off the rack". and of course there only being so much that someone else designed, made, created, while there may be infinite awairnessess like us. also if no one else in you dream was bothered by being naked very much, well that's i think a good sign of getting used to the idea that sometimes we have to get along without things, even sometimes things we take for granted as being always there. that happiness from calmness that we get in dreams from not having to worry about anything in them, well we do get by and through things we never expect to, and in dreams we more then awaike, are easier to realize that we can and will. it may apply to life in a sense that i believe, that we could all live in a way that didn't have to create anxieties for all of each other. you know, not by expecting to find that in religeon or idiology but maybe by just not expecting for there to have to be any of those kinds of things. i think your heavin beeing a wall mart is about heavin, or any place where that kind of calm happiness can prevail, doesn't have to be any sort of mumbo jumbo special kind of a place, but could be everywhere and everyplace if we would just allow ourselves to let it be. =^^= .../\...
the second post is because i think this would all be too long to fit into one. the other thing i didn't get to was about the ghost girl comming to you for help in getting to someplace like your dream heavin instead of stuck in whatever kind of loop here prevented her from being there on her own. helping someone like that, and being able to help someone like that is a very good cool thing too. it could mean that you'll be able to have the strength and ability to help others here in this life too. may spirit people, maybe physicly living people. maybe both. it means being able to find gratification. the greatest gratification that comes from being able to and doing so. it means hope. and that there is hope for whatever your situation is, and possibly, and possibly even thanks to you, for the rest of us as well. you won't find any of what i'm seeing in any of the standard interpretations, or at least i don't know anything about them to say whether you will or not. i don't place much in them. just in what i think i'm seeing. which is just no more nor less then anyone else seeing when they look. which just isn't always. =^^= .../\...
Don't be surprised if that little lost girl is you. Her being dead may mirror your own world view (since you seem to say that you're usually sad all the time.) Your smiling in Heaven may mean that you will soon be out of your funk and you will find a more peaceful life, one where your beliefs change 'for the better.' Chances are that you couldn't find your brother, not because he wasn't there but because you couldn't see him because of your present belief systems.
