Im 14 and want to know how my parents feel

Im almost 15 and I always wonder why Im so different.

I'm not a normal kid really, my parents are both great people and are together.

I think I have problems but I dont know what they are. I skip school a lot because I cant handle being there. I dont have lots of friends but Im really close with the ones I have. I want to go to school and I know I need an education but it's just to hard to go because I dont want to get made fun of.

I do drugs. mostly pot but I've tried shrooms coke salvia and ecstacy. Im done with doing chemical drugs because they've fucked up my life and I know my parents wouldnt want me to do them. My parents know I smoke pot and I dont know if it bothers them. My dad also smokes pot (lots) and Im pretty sure he's done other drugs (not like crack meth or heroin those are for losers).

But I just dont feel good anymore and I dont want my parents to hate me.




I cant think of anything else to say right now but I'll post it when I do.

 

Maybe the best idea is just to tell them about all this? I think it's extremely rare for parents to just get annoyed with their child and stop loving him/her!! The fact that you're aware of and worried about this leads me to believe you're already doing a lot better than 90% of teenagers I hate that the only advice I have is to sit down with your parents and tell them you love them and you're sorry, but I honestly think it's a good idea! I mean my parents dealt with me being veggie, a lesbian, a hippie, at one point I had this horrible eating disorder, then I took off to South America alone for 3 months, but they still love me to death...it's one of those parent things where you just want your kid to be happy in the end

 

sounds like its time for a family meeting..

i would outline all the things you want to discuss,prepare your rebuttals well and call a meeting and discuss your feelings with them.be careful how you word things or before your done you could find yourself in therapy etc.. an in my opinion thats a waste of time and money..

i think the way you feel is showing a maturity level thats rare with kids your age,hopefully your parents will see that as well..

hope it works out for ya.

love n lite

 

I can tell you FOR SURE that your parents won't hate you, no matter what. Even if they get mad, are disappointed, or whatever, they love you and want you to be happy. Talk to them, maybe they can help.

 

it's one of those parent things where you just want your kid to be happy in the end
Sunburst's words is the absolutely right