I find myself losing motivation. School is almost done, winter is here, my girlfriend always travels for work, I work 40 hrs a week, and a new drug came into the picture recently. Seems like there isnt much good right now... anyone else losing their motivation?
Yup I've been feeling the same these last few days. I've been sick from taking antibitoics and fighting off a tooth infection. I've got no one to help me with the house, or my baby. And my mom's mad at me for not doing everything the "right" way. My stupid boyfriend came home drunk last night and started screaming at me because his dinner was cold, and I didn't put a new stick of butter in the dish. Today I overslept and missed a doctor's appt. I'm out of pot, and I have no gas in my car. Life pretty much sucks.
I haven't had a zero motivation spell in a long time. Personally, I'm nothing but motivated right now. I've got less than 3 weeks until I graduate, i've got a pretty sweet job lined up in the exact specialty field that i want to be in. After a couple years of learning the business, I should be able to make some serious bucks. I'll have the knowledge, the abilities and most importantly the industry connections to get it done. My new condo is really starting to make progress; the construction should be completed by the end of february. things are looking positive with this new woman. The only thing I miss is not having gone to a show in a few weeks. Eventually taht motivation train will come back to the station
Ah well grass will do that to you. But then again so will life. If nothing is particulaly interesting at this moment in time, then you wont be motivated to do anything. You just gotta get a bit more pro-active i guess, u need change of routine!
thats not what my fuck it is. u say fuck it to everything. go away. start fresh. new life, new area new place. only way to keep someone like me sane when i grow up imo
Im dead. I just went through a varsity basketball tryout 3 days in a row which was complete hell..even for the jocks that are in shape. Today i fnished day 3 and had a fatass bowl pack of dank to smoke but my mom found it and threw it away. Now i find myself unable to walk due to massive soreness, on adderall so i wont be able to sleep...and no weed to put me to sleep. Not to mention i havent slept in the past 3 days during the tryouts due to the adderall i take before it. Life sucks now, but it will get better, it always does.
