Ok I am beggining my journey into making a complete sex change. I have already began taking hormones and going to the beauty solon for hair relaxing treatments. Im 25 and I am happy with my body frame and all. But I cant stand body hair and facial hair. If I were financially stabled this would have been taken care of before anything else. But I am unable to afford electrolysis and lazor treatments. So I use shaving tools as an alternative. But the hair grows back uncontrollably and it really gets to my concious. I would go for waxing but I find that a temporary solution such as that wouldn't benefit me that well. So I know that if I can perminantly remove all my unwanted hair and get my gentals removed as well as my apple trimmed down with some minor facial adjustments, I can have a successfull transition from male to female.
I am in the same boat. My hair growth is really bad, my facial and body hair is constant source of anguish for me. It grows back really quickly, and even when i shave my face, you can still see the black roots under the skin. I feel as long as this is the case, i can never be confident that i will be seen by other people as a female. The apple is something that also worries me deeply. Not so much at the moment, but if i ever did happen to meet someone, they would realise quite quickly about my past because of the stupid Adam's apple. It all comes down to money, and it's really depressing me.
Yep it is a financial thing. Sadly we aren't all born fortunate. And with all the shit we are going through we still have to struggle in society to earn a living. I hated school growing up and now that I am an adult I hate dealing with anything academic where I am forced to demonstrate special skills which I dont have. SHIT! I am already low on self esteme and now I have to find myself dressing in a stiff suit (shirt, tie, slacks and shoes) to get myself a BS job. It is really difficult and I am starting to feel like giving up.
