I'm falling into depression

Also Hotwater, there is a god, and he hates you. And so do I.

 

Pft. I have to try to turn the charm down so she won't be over me all the time.

 

Double Post

 

Meh, the brain only lacks what you don't give it IMO.

 

Its true! I feel bad sometimes, I must smother you!

 

I understand the pathology but I don’t understand how one could allow it to manifest itself clinically.

Life is too amazing and all-encompassing to imagine being deprived of it’s many wonders


hotwater

 

You're beauty eclipses the world, and makes me forever long to embrace you. You have a presence that brings meaning into the lives of everyone you meet.

So it's not all bad.

 

She was refering to you Lode.,, stupid internet connection

 

For the most part I agree with ya buddy. Just testing.

 

I was referring, originally, to you 121.!

 

I can't remember what you were refering to but thankss for refering to be Your so fucking cute cate8! I'm going to pass out in a few secs,, all my awesome cold beer is almost gone

typos typos lots of typos

 

i knew it...i knew it...femme fatales are evil

can't trick me, i got my eye on you

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life has ups and downs...cliche, sure...but enjoy the roller coaster ride...you get 1 ride

 

By all means, I'm always up to the challenge


hotwater

 

Oh hush my heart is in the right place!

 

Well i should say something,
i'm drpessed coz i recently broke up with my bf of 2 years and last night i got soooooo drunk that i ended up , makeing up with a guy from school while my ex was just 3 meters away (i wouldn't go into details)

and now i feel like a bitch and i feel incedibly lonley

 

Aww baby my heart goes OUT to you. The healing has already begun. From here on in, it will go up. Pamper yourself okay. And sleep.

 

i would sleep, but i can't
it's like 4:19 am here an all i can do is sit by the windiw and hear the rain falling
i can't even talk to my best friend, she's in Rome

 

Do you have any movies/music/books//magazines to get lost in?
Can you take a bath, light incense, light candles?
Get wrapped up in your softest materials?
Do you have chocolate/hot chocolate/tea/anything comforting ?

 

i have movies, but mostly romantic ones, so i wouldn't go for that, books: i could read Dostoevsky or Kundera but i'm not in that mood and thay'll make me even more misserable and i don't really read magazines
bath and candles, hmm that sounds good, but that won't keep my mind off what i did
i just wish my friends were here
i was trying to fall asleep since i've opened this thread but i really can't
omg how am i going to show up at school at monday?
and what am i going to say to my ex?
grrrrrr

ps don't drink red wine

 

Red wine is my favourite. But too much and the whole earth goes upside down.

Just be honest with yourself and him, and everything. Be open and always give love. This too shall pass. PS you can always watch movies online! And maybe youll fall asleep.