Whoops! By accident I smoked in my basement, thinking my parents were asleep! All of a sudden my mom walk in and said, "Are you smoking?" And I replied "No mom, just burning incense, why?" Then she just mumbled about it smelling like smoke and walked away. I hope nothing happens, but I really don't care haha. I'll just tell em that even if I was smoking, its ok and safe. I wasn't driving and the cops can't come inside, so I'm legal as far as I'm concerned. Ladidah. What a word. What a life. What if?? That is the question of youth. Eventually you can't think of anything else. Always searching. Life is a search that ends in death. And what is it that we search for? Happiness? People are confused in their methods however. Everyone assumes that they want stability, and they fail to realize that they have been lied to. Happiness comes from unstability. Happiness comes from not knowing what the next day will bring. We strive to know every second of what we will do tomorrow, but why in HELL would YOU want that? Would you rather have no idea of what you will do tomorrow, you just know that you must obtain x amt of food and y amt firewood etc. You would see new things every second. A new reality everywhere you go. A permanent childhood. The lifeblood. A tie to God. The thick trunk of energy, eroding away as time continues and as we lose touch. The foothold collapses as we realize what we are capable of. We stop climbing the corrupt, acrid mountainside and instead take to the skies. Over the horizon The tolling of an iron bell Calls the people to their kness To hear the softly spoken magic spells G'day clouds!
Well...halfway through your paragraph I stopped reading because it got too damn annoying. I wouldn't worry. Your 18, and your mom walked away after you told her it was incense.
Haha yeah sorry bout that, sometimes I rant WAY! too much. I'l tryin' to cut back, but its hard haha. But no big deal to me, no big deal to you, every gets a chance to run!
dam i wish i was eighteen, my parents wont let me smoke now for obvious reasons, but once i hit 18 they say theyll be cool with it. the only reason they dont let me now is because of the negative side effects it can have on a growing body.
why stop ranting? I was talking to a friend the other day and I was saying how I want to make a print in a t-shirt that says "Ramble On!" because I feel people dont do it enough. Paul, I think the problem is that we look for happiness in the wrong place, this being outside, what we have, what happens around us, others... all we have to do is close our eyes and look inside and it's there. I'm not saying I possess this feeling, but I've felt it and I feel like Im getting closer to it. Since Thursday, I've been feeling this "new" feeling and it's so comforting and amazing and it hasnt left since. I dont mean that in order to be happy we need to be apathetic to your surroundings, not at all, just to be in tune with our true self, our essence, our soul and the consequence of that is to be in tune with everything.
months ago i was smoking in my room and my mom came in and mentioned it smelled like marijuana and i said it was the incense another time she walked in and i set my pipe down on the ground of the other side of my bed where she never goes i just stared straight at the tv the entire time and i never knew if she saw it she never said anything but it was right in the middle of the floor this was when i was 17 but im pretty sure my parents are cool with it
Sounds like you're pretty damn high XD. I do that too, start talking about one thing then go into some philosophical shit. She probably believed you but now she might be checking around to see if it smells like that again, you have raised a suspicion. Be more careful if she's the type to get really mad if she found out. That's how it usually goes, one little thing like that happens and it raises parent's suspicion but they just let it go and see if any other signs come up.
when i was first caught by my parents, i was 19 at the time, so there was nothing they could do. they know I smoke now. the only thing they were worried about is its illegality.
Yeah I'll be more careful from now on. They didn't say anything today so I'm in the clear, but that was too close. If my dad had walked in it would have been a slightly different story. Either I would be screwed, or he would ask for a hit haha. My parent recognize me as an adult, so they treat me as such. There just a few more freedoms that I will get when I become legally an adult.