I have no clue why I'm panicing right now. Something is up. Anyone know what the heck is happening??? Maybe I'm just being paranoid...I know this is very vague but if I knew anymore than that I'd say. I have the chills going through me as I think about it.
I hate to see your post sitting so long being ignored, so I decided to respond, even though I won't be of much help. I tried to tune to the feeling you're talking about, and I don't get much. It seems to me there is something happening or about to happen that will affect you emotionally, but will not endanger you personally. That's all I'm getting. Hmmm, okay, I'm also noticing a feeling that this is something I really don't want to know enough about to give you more details--there's nothing you can do about it, so it's best just to wait and see without knowing any more. Maybe somebody else on this forum could give you more info--or maybe the reason nobody else has responded is because like me, they're somewhat blocked.
oh , tis i just passing through again and i sure can give this mystery a spin . how about 5 spins for the number of completeness , which is handily like 5 fingers you know - high and open in a hello spin one : the two-handed sign for make this relationship spin two : the triangle of spirit spin three : the rainbow bridge . balance , equality spin four : iiiii ! positive , yes spin five : to hold the little wild bird . completeness i'd feel like supposing this sister came to a river , and didn't want to get her shoes wet getting to the other side . she takes her time , then of course she wades it barefooted . how deep was the river - her genuine worry . our spirit in question resolved this by defining itself as utterly , exclusively human . no blackwater android witchy bugger in these woods or waters to getcha .
thats how I feel... I'm really puzzled by it though. I've been doing a lot of connecting with myself and trying to with my spirit guide lately. I've been on a spiritual quest for a little bit now. Instead of anything like a voice or a image all I am getting is feelings I'm not sure how to handle. On one end I feel alive and happy. On the other end I am consumed with these intense feelings that I can't even explain or handle. I feel crazy and irrational. I sometimes wonder if maybe its all in my head? I hope not. I feel like I sap all the emotion up of those around me and let it take me over(its very frustrating). How do you not do that if this is a true connection to another??? I know one thing though I am to do in this life is to feel worthy and get over past life issues with that. I was thrown through the ringer early on and lost myself. Now that I've gotten on the right path again I'm not sure where to go I guess or how to progress what I am trying to accomplish spiritual wise. I have no clue where that panic came from so I am hoping it was a feeling from elsewhere. Tikoo... your words make perfect sense to the emotions going on within me and thank you so much for putting my mind at ease. Thank you both of you! I appreciate that you both took the time to even try!
Speaking from my experience, when you start out on the spiritual quest, strange and inexplicable things start to happen. Some of them will make sense sooner, others will make sense after a long time...and I haven't got far enough yet myself to tell you what happens with the rest. It's like cleaning out a closet you've been throwing junk into for years. It gets worse before it gets better. First you need to take out all the junk. It makes messy piles on the floor and interferes with your lifestyle. You try to remember what it is and why you put it there, and then you need to figure out what to do with it all. Some goes in the trash, some gets repackaged--some you treasure and put on display somewhere. A lot of it goes back in the closet, only better organized. Sometimes there's scary-looking stuff in there. You put some stuff in there when you were too young to understand it, and it has feelings and thoughts attached to it that seem alien and confusing--cuz that's the way you felt at the time. You need patience, and you need to accept being confused for a while. Someone told me this when I was about where you are, and it's true--but I admit, it didn't really make things much easier. All these things are happening for a reason, and you'll come out the other end of this with deeper insights, and maybe some new abilities...
I can share a personal experience here to go along with what zengizmo is saying. I had a dream back in October that a dear friend of mine had died. And in the dream I was so distraught that when I woke up, I was crying. The next day, I panicked as I treid to get in touch with him. Finally, he called me back, and hearing his voice made things a bit better. While I didn't think the dream was a premonition of his death or mine, I knw something was off. Before we hung up, I was compelled to tell him that I loved him. I didn't do it, but it kept nudging at me. So I called him back rather late and I told him I loved him while crying. After he told me the same and made sure I was okay, we hung up. I then had an anxiety attack. It wasn't until recently that I was able to put all the pieces together. Right around the time of the dream, he met his current girlfriend. Death is a symbol for transformation, or the death of one relationship/thing and the rebirth of another- or a different stage in such. At this point, I realized without any reservations that I wanted to be with him in a romantic sense. And he realized that he had found something special within someone else that he wanted to persue. My panic attack and need to tell him how I felt and all the tears were my initial reaction (before I even realized it) to losing him before he was even gone. My point is, finally, sometimes we don't understand everything. But I like to think of those little nudges as a warning to watch for something in the near future. And then keep watching.... soon enough, you'll begin to put together the little pieces beforehand and even be able to predict things with some accuracy. It's a lovely and crazy little journey when you open up and allow it to happen. Two suggestions: Find a way of recording these things and thier outcomes because that can come in handy in the future. Don't doubt your intuition. You'll have enough people doing that to you. Don't do it to yourself.
Hi guys, first post. Found this post interesting. As a psychic medium myself, I can tell you something is going on. You are just smart enough to realize that something IS going on, while others would brush it away by rather pretending its not there or just not reading it. I don't want to say personal things I see for you on in a public forum but I will say that much of your issues come from the fact that you are tgenuinley a nice person.
Thank you so much for your reply on my post. Des10e... thats a great idea, I def will start recording these things. I've found since I have been relying on my gut instinct a lot more, things have been working out for me. Connect...Would you mind giving me a little clarity???
Earthy Mama From what I see, I think things have moved very fast in your life the last 5 or so years. At the time you probably didn't mind it, as its something you wanted, but now its a little much. Now its more work and less excitement. And as a result you are questioning what you did during that time.
Kristen almost died this weekend in a car accident Eryn, she's still unconscious. Maybe you knew one of your friends was going to be hurt? Hmmm.....are you still in D-town? Because she crashed not very far from there at all
Earthy Mama, Kristen will be okay. There was nothing you could have done to stop this. Sending healing thoughts, and asking my spirit guides to help also.
thank you. I feel that too. I think she'll just be okay all around now too. I believe sometimes you have to go through some bad things to get to the good.
