your fears

I'm afraid of making the wrong decision.

 

~ The safety of my three daughters

~ Losing my vision completely (I have an eye disease)

 

spiders, doing things that i normally would never do makes me a nervous wreck alot of the times, dying alone would be my greatest fear, or dying alone in a room full of spiders that would be the worst

 

my friend has like six years of vision left according to doctors, he has some crazy eye disease, one time he rubbed his eye and liquid came out from the top of his eye and he was in soo much pain he smoked 6 gravity bongs "buckets" in a row to pass out, thought we were going to have to drive him to the hospital he was screaming from the pain real bad

 

Oh man, I really feel for him! I have a hereditary disease called Keratoconus, which gradually distorts the corneas. I used to be legally blind, but then I had two transplant surgeries and now I have 20/80, which I am thankful for. Doc says it is unpredictable as to how quickly or slowly the disease will damage the new corneas, so yeah... I guess its a gamble.

 

lakes, oceans, sunken boats... rubber gloves filled with water...weird but yeah...

 

Why don't you like water? Everything that is awesome is from the sea. We are something like 95% water. Fuck even we came from the sea WTF?!?!?

 

I have no problem with water

 

just not in rubber gloves
also the only reason I do not like Lakes or the Ocean is that I hate boats because I was on a boat that sank once. OK???

 

Fire poles... i reached out for one once on a two story tall playground ...i straight missed it (God only knows how) fell straight on my liver and lacerated it...any way I had internal bleeding and whatnot at the age of 5-6 yess i spent my birthday in the hospital but i've never reached for a firepole again! oh yea and a firefighter is def opted out on my list of Careers.

 

ouch

 

No they haven't.

 

I'm scared of escalators (I ride them anyway), highly contagious lethal diseases, falling on the ground and knocking my teeth out, people who pace me in the car next to mine (had alot of weird shit happen that way), and dating. Mostly it's the last one that's freakin' me out right now. Just met a new guy, fresh off a long term relationship ending, so I'm a little nervous.