rather witchy, but i really like this one. ;] a twist in the light distorting whatever you're seeing tonight, kept in the impulse you can't stop check your pulse, are you still breathing? her words are intertwining, you can't distinguish and she wouldn't want you to, she's spoken a rhyme that captivated your mind it's your heartbeat you can't find, struggling to stay, the call beckoned but you can't stay for more than a second, the inside of your mouth is decaying we'll stitch you up and pretend she was just playing, like a silly girl with her sticks and stones dancing among the skulls and shadows with no anxiety, a silly little girl on the wings of sickly boney birds singing all the words in her mouth while haunting melodies drift on her rosy lips, ashes to ashes burning to the ground like plane crashes, a silly little girl with a love like winter slowly crippling your soul, loving her will kill you but you don't care, you're into that kind of instant-gratification, she wasn't trying to mend your bones while speaking in hypnotic tones, she wouldn't care much for your sobriety she'd just get you drunk and introduce you to society, you melt in a way you've never felt frantically feeling for the place where your heart dwelt below the welt on your stomach, where the skin is pinker than pale where she kissed you frailly and told you you'd never fail led you to this place where you tore towards the rail faceplanted and split the stake, you aren't sure son, you just aren't sure, you're biting down till your teeth go through your lip she hates you and you can't get a grip, your insides scream you howl; rip off your shirt and tear them out, skeleton choirs screech in your head thrash around and strangle your efforts on your bed, your veins are thick in your hands treating you to disease from distant lands, something like concern drips from her eyes the steam in your skin inflamed to rise, she carves out your heart tenderly places it on the dusty royal purple decaying behind the glass on display for a thousand hungry eyes more than willing to tear your flesh apart, what is set in stone will not last in brass a little starvation does the body good she whispers, vertigo comes as your body sways minutes feel like days, your bones aren't made of stone neither is your heart, she's got you standing in such an awkward position relying only on her intiution to assess your condition, you've been clawing your skin raw carving words in your arm like it's the law, you don't like to be teased she won't touch you, you're diseased and couldn't be less at ease, it feels like you won't ever be able to sweat this fever out driven to stumble out half-naked in the snow to sleep with your doubt, folded beneath your wings your heart sings, a song you didn't know you knew but you are powerful too, if you'd believe it your love is as strong as her darkness, don't be force-fed fear taste your own liberation.
