I like him and I want him to like me. He doesnt. He seemed as though he did. In fact, he said he did. Then he changed his mind. I think the reason he changed his mind is because he has the wrong idea about me. He thinks I'm a "party girl" (true to some extent these days) and he thinks I want nothing more than to be a "party girl" forever. He doesnt understand at all what I've been through lately, which seems strange to me because he's exactly the person who should. He should understand how it is to lose a long term relationship, although his loss wasn't under such extreme circumstances. He should also understand that I wasn't me for a few years due to a hormonal problem. He researches uterine cancer, for crying out loud. He should have some understanding of what happens, or can happen. He doesnt get how those problems have lead to the problems that I have now. He doesnt understand that I wasn't able to get a job (recently) because I had to deal with taking care of a family member. I think he also takes my honesty in the wrong way, like I should play more games, or something. And I think that he doesnt see that I am as intelligent as I really am. And he seems to think I have no goals or ambitions. I think liking him SO much is the wrong idea. I know it is. I just can't stop. How do you stop?