I dreamt that i asked my current girlfriend if she'd kissed some guy (dont know who and dont remember the name) she said "yes," - meaning she was "cheating" on me... then I asked her if she gave him a blowjob...she said yes... Then all of a sudden it wasn't her I was asking but this other girl, an x-girlfriend of mine, so it didn't matter anymore. Then all of a sudden I was asking my mother the same question, she replied "yes" also to kissing another guy (not my father), then I asked her if she "blew" him too, she nodded and said yes, the same as the "girlfriend" did, same gestures etc... Then I woke up feeling really nervous and disgusted...I remember feeling throughout the dream as if i'd just had my heart broken or something. All things concidered... in the "real world"... things with my girlfriend are fine...as are things between me and my mother. I have honestly no clue what these subconcious thoughts might be based on. Any creative interpretations?
I think some would say that this is some kind of failed Oedipus complex.... but I'm no specialist I'm not sure. Or it could be something else... maybe your afraid that all the girls you like/love would rather have some other random guy than you. Also the fact that it's you who asks to give a kiss/blowjob, maybe it's like you feel it's your fault. Everything is just fine in real life, but anxiety sometimes can be developed without a logical explaination.
