Christ Sakes Im Terrible With The Ladies

So I really like my one friend, on Sunday shes calling me telling me to come out, but i worked early in the morning so i had to goto bed, next day shes telling me to text message her before i goto bed at like 1, my cell phone is fucked for when i try to text message, i try to get ahold of her last night, but she was super drunk, and now shes dating one of my really good friends, not that i have a problem with them dating but i definitally had a chance to date her, i just am terrible for making the push, soooo bad. Perhaps its good because im leaving for Guatemala in February and i dont want to tell her to date other ppl and such, but still Chriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiist.

Oh but on a good note i ran into one of my buddies and he just moved back to town and hes looking for someone to jam with and hes such a good musician soo i might start a band with him depending on how the jamming goes, all i know is i want to play alot of random instruments while jamming with him get a real obscure band going, and i know once i get back from guatemala shit will be happening, might move to toontown and get a good job at a seed packing plant.

Oh and the best news of all, I ran into my literally oldest, one of my best friends who i havent seen in almost two years, god I really missed her, shes sooo much fun and sooo nice everybody here would instantly become friends with her shes that awesome.

i swear my ass got grabbed like 100 times tonight by randoms, ahaha

But yeah Im shitty with the ladies, Im too much of a friend and not enough of the guy who dates, which is kinda bumming me out, sorta, i couldve went home with another girl but i definitally dont see her in that way, just friends, oh well christmas on tuesday wooooooooh!! Just gotta be optamistic, I got a new digital camera for christmas, celebrated today cause sister is heading back to kansas right now, i just need to buy a memory card, too bad i dont have a girl to take pictures of, but nomore sulking, its a happy night, and before i finish this post i have one last thing to say...."Cop Shades, Falcon Vs Eagle" hahaha inside joke of the night ahahahaha

 

man...there are so many other things to take pictures of besides people....SO MANY THINGS....

 

Bad with the ladies? You're too hot to be bad with the ladies, grobe. Toooo hot.

 

well i dont know if i would call myself hot, but my problem is i get shy when i start to really like a girl, and the fucked up thing is i only date girls who i am friends with first, then i realise how much i like them then my shyness comes to fulltution.

Oh but thank you for the completment, the girl i took to grad two years ago ran into me last night and she couldnt believe it was me, said i look soo much older, which i guess is very true, two years can have that affect on a person haha

 

Whatever happened to that date a girl asked you out on??

ps
Iiii would date you

 

Join the club, grobe.

 

I think maybe an attitude adjustment would help.

mantra: I have no problem with the ladies

problem motherfucking solved

whiners and pussies get nothing because they deserve nothing

 

cool i like that mantra switch and actually, it does change worlds.

 

umm she isnt aloud to go on dates cause shes failing too many classes in highschool and i realised i definitally dont see her as anything more than just a friend. we did go on the date but it definitally turned into friends just hanging out which is cool.

The other girl wow shes soo cool and ive known her for over two years i just started to get reaquainted when i came back to pa when i left lake louise and i realised she was the type of girl i have looking for, down to earth, funny got her own interests and we share similar interests, and she plans to be a nurse soo she can travel all over the world to work which is really cool cause she wants to goto africa and help out in villages over there. But like others say there is always more fish in the sea

oh and cate if you want to date, youll have to fly to saskatchewan and be cool with me heading to central america for two months, you can join me if you like, the more the merrier. same goes for all the other forum members who are awesome, which most of you guys are

oh and im thinking about getting a haircut but i love my long hair gah what are theses crazy thoughts going through my head ahaha

 

hahaha youre a wild child, dont fight it. ps im in love with the saskatchewan skies.

 

check out my photos from ness creek then cate, saskatchewan skies at saskatchewans funest music fest in the north

 

i'm not really seeing the problem. i don't quite understand.

 

oh i blew my chance to date a girl that i really liked by waiting to long even though i know she liked me because her best friend told me how much she liked me, and the problem is i dont know how to push myself into asking a girl i like out, i get shy when it comes to girls i like, and kinda awkward because most of the girls i like start out as my friends and i usually am way more talkative and outgoing when i first meet them then i get shyer after i get to know them and start to like them, but oh well its just something i need to work on

 

i thought it was kind of funny seeing this posted right on top of a picture of a person

 

ah, well, you are leaving the country for a while. the timing just wasn't right. i wouldn't sweat it. after all, you already know what to do the next time.

 

yep that was part of the reason i didnt just go for it in the first place, didnt want to leave the country while in a realtionship, or end the realtionship.

But your right i already know what i have to do next time im in that situation, and i already know im not spending valentines day by myself, me and a whole bunch friends are spending valentines day with xavier rudd, he doesnt know we're spending the vday with him, but we are, i hugged him once and i plan on doing it again haha, oh yeah and hayden is playing stoon on feb 8 which im real pumped for, hes awesome

 

Here's my advice.

Step one. Figure out someone you like.

Step two. Take her with passion that burns like the fire of a thousand suns.

It's a two step process. It isn't easy, but it doesn't fail

Absolve the past. New years coming up and you're young. Just dive into that part of you that likes the girl. Forsake whatever part of you thinks it won't work out, or is inhibiting you, and carpe babe Grobe.

Seize the Babe.

 

haha thanks lode thats the best carpe ive heard in forever ahaha your wise beyond your years haha

 

You're a good guy grobe. No reason you can't find the right girl. Just takes time sometimes. Keep your chin up.

 

amen brother, i appriciate the kind words, the same goes for you man